Memories to Cherish

Happy New Year.

2010-01-01T00:34:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. I haven't been blogging for SUPER long... and I think I'll close this blog for the time being... i think you can visit allan's blog to see what happen at the 09S05 chalet in Nov...

So it's officially CLOSED for now...

Short update for the time being.

2009-11-12T22:40:00.000+08:00

Ok... I just woke up from my long nap... LOL... couldn't sleep at all in the class chalet... haha... feeling really drained. but it was worth it =)

anyway... quite alot of things to update leh... pictures can come later right? =) I'll just give an outline of recent happenings =)

Anyway... to carry on from my previous post...
I'm not granted a promotion to J2. Maybe it would be a blessing in disguise lah. haha. And I would be going to Polytechnic to carry on with my tertiary education. I guess this 2 years in JC really woke me up and I am definite gonna pull up my socks and work towards a scholarship in poly. I think i wasted too much of my parents' money liao. Definitely must do them proud with this last chance given to me =]

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In the last few weeks, I've been going to places I've never gone to before... haha... went Mustafa with allan... serangoon gardens with allan and joshua to give him a birthday treat... oh... me, allan and jeffrey also when to chinatown... but it's super boring there... maybe next time should go geylang serai to explore liao... haha... since that now we have gone to little india and chinatown... xD

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Yesterday was the class chalet and BBQ... It was at Nevertheravons Changi Aloha Chalet (or whatever the name is lah...). The chalet was just a short walk to the Old Changi Hospital lah... it was kinda eerie in the evening... but later also too tired to even bother lah... haha...

I'll update further with photos ba... I'm now still quite tired... yup... and tomorrow got to wake up early to send my sister off at the airport...

so... stay tune for more updates =)

The Verdict.

2009-10-28T21:59:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow @ 10am. It's DP meet my parents session... lol... yup... I'm totally nervous. dunno what how to answer if DP ask me questions sia =(

anw. I'm pissed with Dr Chua today. Super pissed off. She actually can mock at my dad when I told her that my dad intends to appeal to the DP to let me promote and take the Level-up Exams. KNN lah. She dun want to help me, I dun care. But she laughed when I told her that?! That's too much.

Argh... *^$)@*% lah... makes my blood boils only...

Choices.

2009-10-22T20:30:00.000+08:00

Just met the counselor today. Learnt from her that with my current circumstances, it's almost impossible for me to get promoted. The moment I heard that, my heart sank. I tried my best to keep myself composed; trying to hold back my tears. Later I thought, So what if I can get promoted? Would I be able to do well for 'A' levels next year? So... I'm planning to move on to a private school or something. But the thought of leaving the structured education system gave me mixed feelings. I really love to continue wearing the Saint uniform and I'd definitely miss wearing it. But what I will miss the most is my class this year; a bunch of fun-loving people, that made my stay in SA a fruitful one. I'm really grateful to those who tried to help and guide me through the year. I may have wasted another year, but in this extra year that I've wasted, I have met some of the most wonderful people in my life. Oh. And not forgetting Xinying, Weiyang and Chesed who made my 2 years in JC a great one too. I really like to thank you all for everything. Lol. I'm really no good with words, so pardon the limited vocab =]

and before this post start sounding like a thank you speech, I'll continue sharing about my plans so far.

With fingers crossed, I hope I can go into a Polytechnic to do a diploma. At least my options are wider there. But if can't, then I'll have to go UniSIM to do their one and only diploma that I qualify, which is... Diploma in Management Studies... WTH lah... and I totally think I'm not suited for that... lol... but worse come to worse, I'll just have to go in NS first then come out to do my diploma.

And from the time I visited the counsellor till I reached home, I was worried and thinking of how to break the news to my parents. After dinner, I think my dad can feel that I'm worrying a lot. So he told me that it perfectly alright to make mistakes and fall. And he would be fully supportive of me going to poly. I almost broke into tears. I just felt so damn guilty that I've let my parents down. My mum's hopes were so high, but I smashed it.

Guilty =(

The LONG Update!

2009-10-18T23:35:00.140+08:00

Ok... it's freaking long since I last updated. anyway also not many ppl view my blog lah... so nevermind right? haha.

So since the last post... a lot of things happen lah...

First of all... do you remember my HTC Dream and Palm Centro?
well... I sold them both. haha... and I got myself 2 new phones.

At first I bought a Samsung S3600. (very basic phone). lol... and it's flip =P (ok... flip is the in-thing now for me... lol)

I got the black colour instead =)

source: gold.com.tr

But then 1 week later... I was still damn tempted to get a Japanese phone... so I bought this 2nd hand NTT Docomo P906i. =)

Freaking nice right? I'm loving it and im planning to get another one soon... =S

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Change topic now =)

so... Also had Final Year Exam. I did it. Flunk it. and now I dunno how =(

We got back our results last friday and to my dismay... I didn't even get 35 rank points. what a loser right? maybe im not cut out for JC life. I really dunno where to go from here le. I just hope the school can give me a chance to take the Level-up Exams. =S

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ok. enough of this emo sh*t. =D

Now I post all the pictures that i took since the last post till now =)

30th Sept: 09S05 Outing @ Sentosa! =D

Took these sentosa pics from Nurul's blog. thanks nurul!

haha... the candid boys' group photo! xD

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9th Oct: Retainee Excursion to MINT (aka Toy Museum)

Pictures in the museum is taken by Allan.

Astro Boy!

Robots!

Whoa... i love this the most =)) an Aston Martin pedal car.

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14th Oct: Photog Outing @ Marina Barrage!

Daniel is flying Allan the Kite.

and... Allan is enjoying it! xD

this is my favourite shot =P

Retarded allan.

Jeffrey taking the landscape,

Daniel taking Jeffrey taking the landscape,

and Huiying taking Daniel taking Jeffrey taking the landscape.

Taken with my P906i =)

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18th Oct: Family Outing @ Dairy Farm Park.

Only took some shots with my HP ba...

Route to the abandon house. =S

Some fungus.

Walking past that abandon house... go at night sure damn scary =S

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Undated photo:

My sis bought this cake from Awfully Chocolate. =P yum yum

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14th Oct: Physic tutorial in the Lab.

Zexun hiding behind the lab bench to take a nap! lol

With that... I shall end this post here... haha... it's too much of a hassle to upload a lot of photos.. dunno how nurul can tahan to upload so much pics... lol...

Ok lah... Cheers =)

PHOTOS! =)

2009-09-05T10:06:00.000+08:00

lol... recently I took quite a few photos recently... haha... so I decided to blog them here =)
All these pictures was taken withing this week... haha yup =)

Getting bored with Math Lesson... so... CAMERA TIME!

My waterbottle ^^

All still so focus sia... haha

Polaroid Mode!

Yesterday,

Me and Allan went to Billy Bombers @ Marina Square.

One-for-one offer! xD... haha... we felt so cheapskate at first... lol

Allan's dunno what fried chicken... lol... forget the name... but it's nice!

My Lamb Shanks =P

Then got cookies&cream icecream...

also dunno why got de... xD

Then we rushed back for Physics lesson.

enthu uncle!

lol... That's all for this week ^^

Anyway... this blog might still be alittle inactive... haha xD

Temporary Blog Closure

2009-08-19T17:38:00.001+08:00

Hmm... Allan is starting a new blog... lol... and here am I closing down mine... lol... you can say i lazy ba... but really no time to update... so... I'm gonna let this blog rot alittle first and maybe after my Promos then I'll revive it ba...

so... for now,

THIS BLOG IS CLOSED. (temporary)

super short update for the moment xD

2009-07-19T20:44:00.000+08:00

ok... it's more than a month since i last blogged... freaking long right? but also hardly anyone visits ba... so i also dun care much xD

anyway.. common test is over and everything is terrible... dunno how i am gonna tell me parents... omg... confirm kena grounded de x( and i am gonna uninstall my games in the computer... must be free from distractions =( HISTORY CANNOT REPEAT ITSELF! =s

and wingyu today made me "cry"... so mean right? lol... bully me only... haha... bad girl! xD

ok ba... i got watch harry potter on chn5 now... toodles!

2009-06-09T20:19:00.002+08:00

I'm losing it.
I dunno what's going on.
I'm totally clueless now.
I just feel so trapped.

What's wrong with me?
It feels as though everything from last year is replaying.
I just wanna run away.
Run away from all my troubles, my worries, my sorrow.
Why?
I simply don't know.
I know it's a bad option.
But I can't find a better solution.

I know I need help.
But who do I turn to?
Who do I seek?

I hope this will all end.

In Loving Memories...

2009-06-07T15:26:00.003+08:00

Sadly, Cheese died yesterday. So... there's no more hamsters in the house T.T

I'll always remember Cheese as the little greedy one ^^ haha...
I'll miss you hamsters so much...

Love, Me by Colin Raye

2009-06-03T14:43:00.001+08:00

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said :

"If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through. I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down. Darling, wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you.
Love, Me."

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears

"If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through. I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down. Darling, wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you.
Love, Me."

Ahhhhhhh!!!!

2009-05-28T16:53:00.005+08:00

So sorry guys! OMG... it has been ages since I've last updated... and quite a lot of things happened ba... haha... so I shall slowly update...

FIRST OF ALL...
Chocolate passed away =(
My super hyperactive hamster. She died peacefully (At least that's what I think). I found her motionless one morning, but I thought she is just dead tired and I left it alone. Then in the afternoon, I saw her still in the same position in the new "toy" my dad bought for the hamsters. (Maybe it's not really a toy. but it's for them to play xD hehe). Then I go tell my mum and she didn't bothered... lol... because she doesn't like animals! xD I also didn't know what to do... so i waited till my dad came back from work in the evening... then he wrapped up the "toy" with newspaper (with the hamster still in it)... and threw it away =(

Oh well... Here's a picture of Chocolate when we first got her. And Chocolate is obviously the darker one on the left...

Ok... and guess what?! I changed my phone again... lol... got a Palm Centro to try... it's quite small but thick. and best of all, it feels good to hold in the hand. haha. It's handy, plain and simple. Definitely not for those then want lots of functions in their phone though... It has only a 1.3MP camera and it is not 3G... so surfing the net on the go is quite a pain at times... haha... other then that... i love the phone =P

And here's how it looks like! Centro!!! <3333

Ok... I'm lazy to blog any more...
so here's one last update!
Mr Loke and Ms Tan Jiaqi not gonna teach us liao =(
sian lor... ms tan is so much better then *ahem* last yr... and this year I started to understand and like chemistry... *sigh* I hope the new teacher is gonna be as good as her... if not gg for me liao =S
And yesterday was our last PE lesson with mr loke... then the rest of the class zhao so fast to maths lesson and only a few of us took picture with him...

Special Thanks to Andrew for the photo.
From the left: Anette, Nyan, Bendexter, Jethro, Andrew, Mr Loke, and me.

Ok... MORE RANDOM PHOTOS OF THE DAY!

Allan and his monkey face... hahaha... and onion head? =x

And...
JETHRO the cao ji ren! (super man)

so... that's all... I dunno what to blog liao...
and I hope to update more often ba... =)

upppppDATE!

2009-04-24T12:40:00.002+08:00

omg omg!!!
sorry ar... i haven't even update yet...
but I'll update tmr after my test ok? haha
super super busy this weekend...
so sorry adeline! I didn't post when i said i would this weekend x(
and shuqing! I'm not closing my blog... dun worry! =D

ok... i better go study for maths test tmr... tata!

2009-04-04T23:23:00.004+08:00

Ok... Here's the post for today.

I'm TIRED. super tired.
I'll blog another day :]

DURIAN MANIA

2009-03-21T21:17:00.003+08:00

Guess what! lol... my dad brought back home 29 durians today... lol... 50kg+ in total I guess and my house smells like... durian shop? lol... but anyway... i think it's hell lot of durians... hehe... I think by tmr, everyone would be sick of durians... haha... only me and my dad don't fancy durians that much... haha... it's my mum, bro and sis that likes them xD hehe... I just like to pry open the durians since young... haha... though my dad hardly ever like me open it ~~

Yesterday.
My parents brought me to Esplanade at night to take some photos... haha... I borrowed the school's dSLR... yup... hehe... I'm planning to get myself a Nikon D90 as a starter first for myself ba... I think it's not bad... haha... Imma add it to my wishlist! =P
anw... here's some pictures I took...

I'm still very noobie compared to zexun and allan... xD haha... I'll improve slowly =p
Hehe... ok... I guess that's all for now... =p
Ta-Ta!

2009-03-14T10:16:00.006+08:00

OK... so here's the full update with PICTURES! (because nurul say my blog so boring.. got no pics)
so... anyway! I've just finished my MSA1 yesterday... yup... important exam for me lah... not for others... lol... Like some of you have heard from me lor... I've to pass or do well for all my test for the rest of this year... it's a deal between me and the DP ba... yup... and i hope this MSA1 I'll do well ^^ and I wish the rest of my classmates good luck too! hehe...

and just like my pervious post have stated... I've changed to HTC Dream... and for those who dunno what that phone is... here's the pictures of it! ^^

and that's obviously not my hand... lol... this picture is from some google feeder proxy...

Oh... and the double-decker bed... lol... finally my room is so spacious already lah! haha... I sleep on the top and my bro sleep below... but on top really quite hot leh... but I'm used to it le... hehe... so im still happy about having a more spacious room... =P

Ok... now about school... I'm posted to 09S05... though I'm still not really used to writing "09" in front... but I'm definitely lovin' my new class... haha... I glad that my class isn't like allan's previous class... and the teachers we have... is definitely better then my teachers last year... EXCEPT MATHS... definitely Mr Tan is thousand times better than my current math teacher... and I feel my physic teacher is damn bias against retainees lah... I dunno how to explain lah... but I think he is like stereotyping me and allan... I hope he's not what I think he is now ba... hai... I'll just have to make do with what I have now for 2 years lah... but have I made the right choice to stay in JC and not poly? Sometimes I really feel like giving up... but what can I do? Zendagi migzara. Life goes on.

Time for RANDOM PICTURES!

Did I ever told you guys... when I was young, I wanted to be a policeman on bicycle when I grow up? xD

OMG... Sec 4 Rubik's cube fever during O' Level... lol...

Hmm... I forget if I posted this picture before... but I still thinking it's very funny when the aunty grumbled because we switched the dustbins... xD

OK... That's all folks!
I'll try to update more often! =)

UPDATE TIME!

2009-03-12T11:15:00.003+08:00

Damn... I haven't update this blog for a super duper long time... haha... too lazy =x

Anyway... I'll make this a short post first and I'll update later =)

so... what happened in the last month was really nothing much... I got my double decker bed and i have changed my handphone... hehe... HTC Dream!!! =p and for those who didn't receive my sms... you can just approach me for my new no. =) haha...

ok... so that's all for now =)
I promise that there will be pictures in the next post =)

Chinese New Year!

2009-02-03T12:03:00.000+08:00

25th January (Eve of CNY) :
Ok. Let's jump straight to the reunion dinner itself. haha. im lazy to talk about before that. xD
So... This year is actually the first time having steamboat for reunion dinner at home after a long long time. yup. really long time. In the past few years was having reunion dinner in restaurants or overseas. (my family usually travels during CNY) but... this year cannot. because my bro is in NS and my mum said that... "if wanna go holiday, must go as a family. cannot leave duane behind" yup. so my sis kept grumbling about not going holiday. lol...

Anyway. The steamboat at home wasn't too bad... it's not bad actually... haha. I think i was the only one that kept eating the beef and mutton my mum prepared... xD hmm... usually there isn't meat ba... last time is seafood de... yup... so that's about it...

Then after the reunion dinner... my parents took the chance to celebrate my bday because my brother would be at home on the actual day of my bday... so... yup... my mum and siblings got me a sweater for school use... haha... well, it's because it goes well with my school uniform... but I haven't gotten the chance to wear it ba... weather is just too hot for me and I might just get a heat stroke wearing it lah =x

26th January (1st day of CNY) :
Of course go bai nian and this year, only go 3 places. My Maternal Grandma's house, my dad's eldest sister and then his 2nd sister... xD that's all... then I stayed at home for the rest of the day =S

27th January (2nd day) :
Didn't do much in the morning and afternoon... but in the evening, me and my siblings went out with my cousin for dinner... we only eat eat and eat because there was nothing else to do... Cinemas were packed, shops were mostly closed and playing pool was simply too expensive =S

We met at the Flyer, with the intention to have our dinner at Popeyes. BUT the place was kinda packed too... so we walked to marina square... my bro suggested to eat at Carls' Junior but then when we went in and found a place... we decided to eat something else instead... lol... then we finally decided to go KFC... (after using a childish way to decide =x) haha... ok... then we walk walk a bit and then go Raffles City for Ben&Jerry's... ZZzzz... spent a lot of money that day... quite broke liao ar =( but nvm... haha... after ice-cream... we took pictures and my cousin suggested all of us to act cute (yunhui's favourite right? =x)... haha... ok ba... had a little fun... haha... then we went to robinsons (the only shop left at night) haha... and we go thru the kitchenware section and TOY section... haha... yes yes... toys... I only realised that day that the Monopoly Singapore Edition now is quite diff... now the places on the board are the uniquely singapore de attractions... not nice de... =S TOTALLY... I prefer the old one... hehe... ok then later my parents came to fetch us... and that's how the day end... lol... at least still better than staying at home right?

Im now in school... so the photos i'll upload soon ba =) or u can go my facebook to see lor... haha...
tuddles!

2009-01-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

I'll post about CNY and upload some photos soon! =)

2009-01-24T10:10:00.003+08:00

NEW SKIN!

ok... maybe not really a new skin... BUT... It's a new picture and I edited the side panel le... haha... yup... so... hope you guys like the picture! =D

p.s. It's not scary le... =p

The update :)

2009-01-22T10:39:00.001+08:00

OMG... long time never post... sorry! xD

so I'm gonna post now...

4th Jan, Sunday: Class bbq...
After church, I went straight down to east coast park. Reached there before 1pm. I was planning to cycle to changi or so. I started raining even before I rented a bicycle x(... but I still rented anyway. Not long later... the rain stopped and i wasn't so drenched... yup... so I continued to cycle... I cycled to our bbq pit to check out it's location first... kinda far in front... I passed the pit then cycled to the end of the park... hoping to find another park connector... but... i couldn't x(.. so i made a u-turn and cycled all the way to changi... It was kinda boring to cycle alone at first... but then at some point... I enjoyed the serenity... It's just wonderful =)

At about 5.30pm... the class finally arrived... yup... I think billy was the one starting the fire (just like any other bbqs) =p... billy is really taking after his dad... haha... maybe billy can take over his dad's stall and be another great chef ba... xD

then we do all the usual things ppl would do in a bbq gathering... xD lol... chat, play games and obviously... bbq... xD so we all left at 10+ ba... then we took some class photos... lol... we kept asking those people walking pass our pit to help us take the photo... xD (next time i upload the photos ba)

12th Jan till now: School reopens.
Crap. I'm still a J1 and i got to go back school with the J2s? == I wanna stay at home and slack =x but... yar yar... "retain liao... mustn't slack!" lol... i heard this so many times. So... I had the intention of quitting school and go poly... but then after I stepped into SA and have those "extra lessons for retainees"... I was thinking... Why not I stay? It seems like I can catch up le... but I'm still not very sure ba... I see my J1 class and my permenant teachers first lor... if they suck then I'm so gonna go poly =x... lol... Oh... and i submitted my choices le... 1st choice is BMS in NP... yup... I don't think I need to say my 2nd onwards because I surely get first choice de right? (i think xD)

I guess that's all liao ba... now I am in school... super bored ==... having a 2 hours break now...
Tuddles!
Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine;
Telling me more than any word could say...

Past Few Days

2009-01-01T09:58:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

okay... so... here goes my first post of the year! =D

29th dec [Monday]: I met up with stone, peiqi and joanne to play table-tennis and badminton at cck stadium... but then... only got 1 empty table-tennis table... no badminton =(... so we played from 1030 to like... about 1300... then we chat for a while and we left the stadium; going our individual ways again... except for me and stone lah...

we went to lot1 to find sher first... she's now working in "cottons-on" err... i dunno if it's spelled this way... but that's beside the point... haha... stone saw a few clothes and then he was kinda tempted to buy... we also popped into giodano and once again... stone saw a pair of jeans that he like... so... he was like... wanna go orchard today? i think can skip frisbee training... then you know me lah... im always gonna say yes to shopping xD... at least for most of the time... haha... we decided to eat first then decide where to go... but we also couldn't decide where to eat... so... once again... it's pizza hut... FYI: I've been having pizza hut everytime I go out with anyone from 4e'07 xD haha... anyway, i shall save the details of what we ate... so... after we ate, stone remembered he got to go for the frisbee training to pass his friend something...

so I joined him for training too lor... a bit extra lah x|... but i might be joining them later this year... lol... so why not go see see first? xD haha... We played a "short" match... I think it was kinda malu lah... walao... didn't play ulti for a long long time... then forget a lot of rules... then later my leg also cramped because i didn't warm up and i didn't run for like... almost 1month... since the start of dec, i stopped running in the morning... i simply couldn't wake up at 6am to run... because im sleeping at like 3am? lol... anyway, didn't go orchard with stone because he was meeting his mum... so... kinda pointless i went with him... then after the match ended... I left lor... haha... then err... i can't really remember what i did after that... lol...

30th dec [Tuesday]: I went cycling again with my dad for 4hours. yar... despite the aches i had from the previous day of not stretching X(... yup... so... only my thigh wasn't aching lah... so still could cycle.. xD haha...

yes... we cycled from EC to changi village again... wasn't as tiring as the previous time... yup... then we stopped over to have lunch at changi V... we only bought fruits and fruit juice and brought to the park and eat... haha... yup... fruity lunch xD... then we cycled back... yup... later in the day... my muscles became more sore T.T

31st dec [Wednesday]: The Countdown. It was kinda boring during the day. Suppose to go play pool with stone, but he had something else to do in the morning... so I thought no point we meet to play pool when i gotta be home early...

about 11am, my parents brought me to novena church to pray. wow. It has been years since I've last been there! haha... childhood memories just flashes back =]... so wonderful! haha... then after that... we went to Lim Chu Kang area to visit the farms... bought some farm products and then we went to fetch my bro from his camp somewhere nearby.

*fast-forward*
ok... 11pm already... only me and my sis at home... my parents are still out. they are buying supper... lol... to accompany with the countdown... yup... then that's about it...
haha... that's how I spent my last few days of 2008! a freaking bad year for me =(

That's about it... I hope 2009 would be a better year for me, the economy and for everyone! =)

Boxing Day

2008-12-26T22:58:00.002+08:00

Well, different people explained what boxing day is all about. I'm at lost too. I was told that Boxing Day is the actual day that one should open their present; but later, I heard other variations... (1.) boxing day is the day where rubbish collectors would collect the wrappers and boxes after people opened their presents. As no rubbish collectors are working on christmas day. (2.) According to the World Book Encyclopedia, "the traditional celebration of Boxing Day included giving money and other gifts to charitable institutions, needy individuals, and people in service jobs." Typically, people give presents to postal workers or spend the day volunteering.

so... what is what? I also dunno.. that's weird isn't it? Humans come up with one "special" day but then everyone wanna have their own reasoning for that day... how typical of them...

Anyway, I wasted my christmas and boxing day away... didn't go out at all... sian... yup... i guess that's what it's like for me usually ba... yup... so... i also don't have much to blog about...

Cheers.
& Happy Holidays.

I'm not in love;
this is not my heart.
To be loved,
what more could you ask for?

The eve of Christmas

2008-12-24T14:08:00.003+08:00

Christmas time is here.
All the blessing from above,
God sends you his love.
Everything's okay.
Merry Christmas; happy holidays.

Ok... so it's christmas again... and im finally done with the gift fenzy xD... yup... got all the presents and i spent within my small budget this year... xD

This morning woke up feeling kinda down... had a dream... not really a nightmare... not a pleasant dream either... ):

anyway... enough about that... so later christmas dinner will be meat, meat and more meat... that's why i ate vegetarian food for lunch >< because they say it's not good to eat so much meat in a day =.=

MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS! ;)

update for the past weeks.

2008-12-16T22:13:00.001+08:00

3rd Dec, Wednesday: It's the only day worth talking about ba :]... my papa took leave from work then brought me to East Coast to cycle. hmm... we keep asking mama to go then she don't want... know why? because she dun wanna be under the sun and become tan... lol... so it's only me and papa lor... then we rented the bike for a total of 4 hours and cycle from EC to Changi V. and then cycle back... It's really a long time since I spent time with my dad. hmm... had a good chat with him... yup...

so the rest of the week was kinda boring lah... I think I'm having insomnia... i can't really get to sleep this few days... listen to radio through the night and only manage to fall asleep around 3am every night =/ i think im gonna have thick eyebags soon X(

Oh... i can't wait for the class chalet at the end of year =) hope we can manage to get 2 nights ba... =P my parents finally letting me sleep over... lol... yup... finally xD

I guess I also got nothing much to post liao ar... yup... so I'll end of with introducing this song I heard on 98.7fm while trying to fall asleep... It's craig david's lastest single i guess... called "Insomnia"... xD yup... Insomnia... my current blog song now =]

Bon Jovi: (You Want to) Make a Memory

2008-11-27T20:38:00.004+08:00

Hello again, it's you and me
Kinda always like it used to be
Sippin' wine, killin' time
Tryin' to solve life's mysteries

How's your life, it's been awhile
God it's good to see you smile
I see you reachin' for your keys
Lookin' for a reason not to leave

If you don't know if you should stay
If you don't say what's on your mind
Baby just breathe
There's nowhere else tonight we should be

You want to make a memory

I dug up this old photograph
Look at all that hair we had
It's bittersweet to hear you laugh
Your phone is ringin' I don't wanna ask

If you go now, I'll understand
If you stay - Hey, I got a plan

You want to make a memory
You want to steal a piece of time
You can sing the melody to me
And I could write a couple lines

You want to make a memory

Life goes on.

2008-11-25T01:16:00.003+08:00

oh well... it has been a long weekend with lots of thinking and self reflection... i can say im no longer emo... but i can't deny that deep within me that im still feeling a little sad. :/ it's just can't be help lah... im human ok? i can't forget it so easily... i've tried many times before but it's hard to let go... everything takes time i guess...

the Afghans likes to say: zendagi migzara. Life goes on. Yup... everyone should move on, right? it's no point brooding over something that is history; it's never gonna come back nor will it change. Scars. they are left to serve us as a painful reminder: deterring us from making the same mistakes.

i've learn to treasure something so deep and profound. Life. During this period of time, i felt depress, down and in present day lingo: emo. I really wanted to take my life. Typically, like most suicide reasons: Life felt meaningless. Each time I waited till i was alone in the house or i waited till everyone fell asleep... but strangely, as i waited, happy memories would flash in my head and i thought, would I bare to leave the people I love and treasure so much? what would my parents do? they'll surely be in agony for the rest of their lives. Well, it's obviously not because im my parents favourite or anything, but imagine if you're a parent and you raised your child for years and then you lose him/her, just imagine the pain of losing that child. Get my point? ok... back to my thoughts and so I didn't cut. but i did tried once and let me tell you that what people normally describes the pain and how it felt is true. you just feel so emotionally numb that the physical pain is so insignificant till later x/ then the physical pain sets in when reality wakes you up. well, I was curious. xD haha. there's a saying: you'll never know till you try. but... seriously, this is not worth a try.

Now i just need to relax and go out to wind down from all this. you know? fang qing song. xD

oh, and now? another problem... so much problem hor? lol... im in a dilemma... dunno if i should retain or go poly? and if poly, what course? this is really shang nao jing ar! x|

and one more thing, i did something during the weekend that i thought i would never do, that was to read a storybook for 9 hours straight x| lol... 8pm to 5am. impressive right? for a guy that hardly reads storybooks xD haha... and that book is "The Kite Runner". A really touching story with hell lot of twist in it. Haha... i would highly recommend you guys to read it. :)

I guess that's all for now... good nights =)
Thanks for everything;
for being a friend.
I'm sorry.
I wish I could take it all back.

*update* I forget to mention peijun. well, he stood by me in this period and i'm really grateful. Maybe without talking to him that night, I might not be here already =] yar. he talked me out of everything. Thanks dude. Cheers.

...

2008-11-16T21:26:00.003+08:00

Ok ok... =.=
open then open...
so? err...
I think I'm still kinda emo emo... yar lah... I guess that's me now? I really can't find the real me anymore ba... I think putting on all those facade resulted to this? I don't know why... but I really can't feel happy anymore... how does it feel to be happy? I really dunno =|... my life is just losing it's meaning...
soon... I might just not be around anymore...

Announcement: Closed Temporarily

2008-10-29T08:20:00.006+08:00

I think i'm gonna close this blog for awhile. I just got no mood to blog lah. and if i did, it would be those emo post... *sigh* yar... so for the time being it's closed... =|

but do still come and tag my board =] yup and when things get better for me, I'll continue blogging =]
Tried to write a letter
In ink
It's been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But it's empty
It's empty

work!

2008-10-09T00:29:00.003+08:00

I guess it's almost impossible to rest? right? It's like that's so much to do for PW and stuff like that... OMG! It's never ending Lah =( so Sian de... what to do? just get it over and done with... right? Faster come, faster go XD haha... Then can relax after the Oral presentation, which would be on the 3rd of November. Quite soon ba... I think =x

Ok... and my flight today was terrible.... I kept forgetting my checks and lookouts>< butluckily fly halfway then got cat 1...So happy and I was feeling totally luckily lah. If not I sure Kena phase out de... So I guess that's all... No mood to blog much now... Hai...

You wanna know how terrible I feel each time?
Sometimes I feel that I'm better off dead.
=(

POST!

2008-10-07T23:28:00.003+08:00

ok... I've always been wanting to update but I simply got nothing to write... lol... and I've also been busy playing ba... xD yup... trying to make the best of my last few days before D-Day for me... 17th Oct... so... i'm trying to like meet and go out with as many ppl as possible before I get grounded =(
yup... and besides going out.. I also just stayed at home and chiong my DriftCity account lor... I tell you... damn sian... I tell myself need to start running again after Promos but then... I'm too caught up with the game =x so I just forgetting... lol... she was so right about that... "after exams... who will bother to exercise?! Must enjoy!" lol... so true lah xD

Oh oh! and I also wanna upload some random pics...
Enjoy! =D

4e'07 on Teacher's Day! =)

ok... this is an equation I found on my civic tutor's pigeon hole... it's so true right?! xD

OK... guess where is this place... It's JurongEast library's toilet! Lol... it was taken last year... haha... got date on the photo ba =)

and like a week before Os last year? yar... and KH acting cute... and billy MUGGING! xD

Oh... and this 2 hamsters are chocolate and cheese... lol... They were trained to do the SOC (standard obstacle course) and see... they will climb like that if you put them in a small cage... lol

I guess it's time for me to go and sleep... nights! =)

LALALA~

2008-09-19T22:01:00.003+08:00

Okay lor... somebody force me to do de... =.= haha

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
MC

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
hmm... friends? wahahaha

3. Your five impression of him/her?
wa... five ar? very hard leh =x
- Smart! (she maths pro ok?)
- erm... girly?
- erm... hardworking?
- hmm... very cheena =x
- oh oh... her taste for music not bad too! xD

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
hmm... she helped me in maths and physics lor... (if that is counted as memorable... lol)

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
I don't think got leh... i got STM =x

6. If he/she become your lover you will?
I will... dunno... lol xD

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
C'mon lah... why all these qns is about lover lover lover =.=

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will?
Will meh? We are peaceful people! xP

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
Because she... hmm... nothing lor... haha...
like I've said... i'm peace-loving! xD

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Uh... is to get her a new broom! just kidding =x

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
hmm... good lor =] haha

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
A geek? lol

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
- Peace-loving! (say like so many times liao... -.-)
- hmm... SLACK!

14. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Me, Myself and Dion

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them?
WO AI NI MEN!!! (oh... for those dun understand chinese... here's a translation =p... "I LOVE YOU ALL!") haha

16. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you. They are
1. Stozer
2. Joshua
3. Michelle
4. Yunhui
5. Wingyu
6. Peiqi
7. Kheh Hong
8. Prabha
9. Shermaine
10. Jieheng

17. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
You go ask her lor... lol

18. Is no.9 a male or female?
Female

19. If number 7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
OMFG... that's GAY!

20. What is no.2 studying about?
omg... let me recall... PCMe...

21. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Earlier? lol

22. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
Walao... I dunno ><

23. Does no.1 have any siblings?
Yup

24. Will you woo no.3?
hmm... How can? She got BF liao lah... lol
I definitely wouldn't be third party... haha...

25. How about number 7?
I'm straight lah... c'mon...

26. Is no. 4 single?
Should be =) haha...
She better be... XD

27. What is the surname of no.5?
Szeto! I thought she was Jap the first time I met her... xD

28. What's the hobby of no.10?
MUSIC! FRISBEE! JAMMING!

29. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
YES LAH... they are one clique de!

30. Where is no.2 studying at?
PJC! (Pon-JC! hehe^^)

31. Talk something casually about no.1?
Haha... can I say he's a girl's man? (not ladies man yet =x haha)
but faithful guy lah... haha

32. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
Nope

33. Where does no.9 live at?
OMG... shermaine! whre you stay?! >< 34. What colour does no.4 like?
I KNOW! Maroon and purple! =)

35. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Lol... once they were a "pair"... lol... wanna know why? I dunno... because once everyone was paired up in class... haha

36. is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
SEXIEST MAN (in deb's eyes) =P

37. What is no.6 doing now?
Got to be mugging like mad lah! lol...

OOOOOOOOOKie! DONE LE!!! FINALLY... lol... That's it! haha... dun ask me do this anymore >< haha...
ok... i dun want anyone to waste time doing this... lol... =x
so i'm not passing it on =p
hehe...

tuddles!

HOLIDAYS

2008-09-04T20:13:00.003+08:00

Buay xiang holiday leh. walao. got to study everyday =(
must chiong like crazy liao lah. if not confirm retain for sure.
hai... so the past few days i get different ppl to study with me lor =] yup... MC was a great help ba. haha... yup. helped me in maths and physic ba... and i got to say this... she is the only few girls that i know is damn good at maths... lol xD

Ok... but this week got play a bit lah... I got to watch Wall-E... suppose to study then jy and terrell asked us if we wanted to watch movie... lol... then... of course watch lah! haha... then after that me and yh went home first because she got tuition later... yup...

Regarding what happened on the 29th of august... do refer to other 4E-ians blog! XD yup... i too lazy to write and for certain reasons, i won't. haha...

Anyway, enjoy this song =) mc sent it to me that day... haha...

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What about now?- Chris Daughtry

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colours of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Wonderful - Everclear

2008-08-11T03:41:00.003+08:00

Do listen to the song and read the lyrics.
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I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them

I want the things that I had before
Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again

I hope my Mom
And I hope my Dad
Would figure out why they get so mad
I hear them scream
I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry

I close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels that make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
"Everything will be wonderful someday"

Promises mean everything
When you're little and the world's so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
And tell me everything is wonderful now

Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it's all ok
I laugh a lot so my friends won't know
When the bell rings I just don't wanna go

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don't believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful some day

Promises mean everything
When you're little and the world's so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
And tell me everything is wonderful now

No, no
I don't want to hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
No, no
I don't want to hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

I don't want to hear you say
That I will understand some day
No, no, no, no
I don't want to hear you say
That you both have grown in a different way
No, no, no, no
I don't want to meet your friends
And I don't want to start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything

Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now...
No
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now...
No
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now...
No
I don't want to hear you tell me everything is wonderful now...
No
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now...

Everything is wonderful now...
Everything is wonderful now...
Now
Now
Everything is wonderful now...
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Now I understand, why would some people cut their wrist.
The pain and torment they undergo, both emotionally and mentally,
are nothing compared to the pain when they cut themselves.
Let me tell you something,
It's so difficult to be me.
Take my place for a day and you'll see why.
I'm really tired.
No one seems to understand me.
Maybe it's just the facade I put on; deceiving everyone that i'm fine.
Well, I'll say it now, "I'm not."
If only everything could be just wonderful...

NATIONAL DAY

2008-08-09T17:35:00.006+08:00

Once again it's 9th of august and the usual parade goes on.
Well, the highlights of this year parade is that it's the first time the Black Knights are putting up a display for national day. yup. and the song for this year not bad ba... haha... ok... that's all i got to say about this year's national day... haha...

Oh ya... and yesterday's Olympics Opening ceremony is so grand!!! the chinese are so damn creative lah! lighting the torch itself is like so different from the previous years... whoa... i'm just amazed... haha... yup...

And i got nothing to blog le ba... so i decided to upload 2 pictures of one of my cars in DriftCity... haha... the game i always play recently lah... haha...

So.. i guess that's about it... haha... enjoy your short holiday! TUDDLES! ;)
sweet ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

stress level rising ><

2008-08-06T19:49:00.002+08:00

Project Work, Final Year Exam, YFC...
wa... trying very hard to cope with everything now x( especially for FYE must do damn well... if not cannot promote =(... yesterday my parents went to see the principal for PMT session... then also nothing much lah... hai... yup...

oh ya... and yesterday my sortie3 was great... haha... got to fly most of the time lah... and did most of the radio calls too... haha... didn't get scolded compared to the 2nd sortie last week... lol... yup yup... i hope i can go phase2 and then take PPL =) hehe...

i guess i only have this much time to blog lah... need to rush my PW now... hai... so much work x(

tuddles.
i'm there for you
and you're there for me
=)

UPDATE!

2008-07-20T17:53:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

I'm finally updating... OK? I not lazy hor. haha... is just that i got no time or busy playing lah... haha...

ok... forget about the dear diary thing... i just damn boliao... haha...

So... this week? nothing much happened lah... then my YFC also so-so lah... that day go sim2... than kena WongCC... so I was so scared i kena all his flowery words... >< but then... he ok lah... nv scold... because my first time mah (maybe not ><) then he quite nice lor... but after everything... i sat down and review with him, then he say... "you come like that not so prepared, in the air u surely get screwed by ur instructor"... >< sian.. i better memorise all the R/T calls ar... lol

ok... then erm... for B.O.O.K... that's nothing going on for this past week and i guess the following week too... haha... so... obviously got nothing to talk about lah...

then... I also lazy to blog anymore liao lah... nothing to blog de =/
"bye bye bye! bye bye!"

After the Rain

2008-07-10T09:06:00.002+08:00

Haha... I just finish PE... haha... And i took this this picture just before it lah... Very nice right? Lol... First time i see a rainbow so clear... =)

cheer up ok? =]

Closer to Me --- 5ive

2008-07-02T15:37:00.003+08:00

Constantly girl you're on my mind,
and girl I think about you all of the time
and even though words are hard to say,
girl I miss you, never thought I'd feel this way.

BRIDGE
If you keep on taking,
my heart you'll be breaking so why do you do this to me?
You know how I'm feeling,
it's you I believe in baby can't you see that I need you?

CHORUS
You know that it's true.
Every time I see your face I miss you baby
You know that it's you.
I want to let you know you're driving me crazy.
I'd do anything to help you to see,
I don't think you understand what you're doing to me.
You know that it's true.
Every now and then I want to call you baby.
You know that it's you.
I say a prayer that you'll come back to me lady.
Oh yeah.
Life ain't anything alone can't you see you're an angel in my eyes,
everyday you're closer to me.

Nobody's there when I call your name,
and nights are cold girl without your flame.
But if I could girl I'd make you see.
That I'm sorry, and that I need you here with me.

BRIDGE

CHORUS

Every day reminisce with the past
of a love that we thought would last.
How we used to be when it was you and me.
How did it all disappear so fast.
There are days that I can't forget
there are things that I now regret.
I was there for you when you were there for me,
and I was thinkin' we were set.
Every night when I'm laying in my bed
I hear your voice going round in my head,
think of all the things I could have done
and all those things I could have said.
I really will make it up to you
I know now what I've got to do,
It took time but now I've realised how much I'm missing you.

BRIDGE

CHORUS

Week-ends

2008-06-30T08:10:00.002+08:00

And yes.
My week literally ends... my week of play play and play.
Sad isn't it? lol... I still need to like do so much things in DC lah... but cannot play... T.T

Ok... so... let's forget about that... lol... now in school so bored... this week school will have like so much *$%&*# breaks lah... haha... so now just trying to kill sometime in the school library... and now too risky to play DOTA lah... haha =X

Then... about "B.O.O.K."... you all know what's that?! Boys Out Of Kranji... =.=
and that's Jie Heng's idea of the band's name... haha... quite creative ba... haha... but at first i didn't know what it stands for... lol... I didn't even know that was the band name till quite recently i asked =.=

haha... i really really got nothing to blog now T.T AHHHH... sian...
super duper uber BORED T.T
nvmin... tuddles...

wo de tian ar! ><

2008-06-26T20:09:00.002+08:00

I just called to say I Love You.
I just called to say how much I care.
I just called to say I Love You.
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart...
lalala~
I think Stevie Wonder is a genius lah... haha... isn't his songs nice? XD

and... FINE... i am free now... ok? so i am blogging... if not got some little girl will say I so free then nv update... lol...

So... CTs are over le... and i guess im gonna get 3Us... maths chem and physics... lol... hope my econs and GP can at least get a D or something... lol... and my maths teacher said... go and enjoy the holidays before u get back your results... lol... and i am so gonna take his advise XD...

and yes... YFC... tomorrow is my first simulator flight... lol... 3 sim flights then the real thing =)... haha... but the only bad thing is that it requires lots of memory work too lah... haha... but if u enjoy it... it's gonna be easy =) haha... yup yups...

and... hmm... i also dunno what to blog leh... haha... next time u guys give me suggestions on what to blog leh... if not i blog about my "life story"... it's gonna be definitely very boring... and i know that too... lol... and about "boring life story" it reminds me of a RSN advertisement... haha... nvmin... ok...

that's all for now folk... and till next time... be good and stay out of trouble... =p haha
toodles!

NEW SKIN =)

2008-06-16T16:16:00.003+08:00

ok... hmm... as you can see... i've changed the blogskin early this morning at 3.30am... haha... and the skin less straining to the eye already right? haha... and i think most of the skins available in blogskins is girly lah... walao... so... thx to m.c... she found a few for me... and i think tis is the best le ba... haha... it's simple lah... so i quite like this skin... haha... yar... and ok... enough abt te skin...

so i went to YFC on saturday... omg... i got the timetable... and it requires me to sacrifice a lot =/... i got to go back for YFC during me CT week leh... sian... cannot revise =/... but nvmin lah... as long as i am doing what i like then can liao lah... haha... so... no complains =x... and i also will have to memorise a lot of stuff ba... like the R/T thingy and stuff like that... T.T very hard... nvmin... i can do it... i think i can... lol... no no... i will have to do it... XD

I guess that's all le... bye bye... zai jian... ciao... hahaa X)

busy busy busy

2008-06-12T22:09:00.007+08:00

im blogging again...

hmm... feeling sad now =(... my bro today go in Tekong for NS already... hai... TO SERVE THE NATION! and two years' time is my turn... hai... relly time flies... haha...

ok... so i got lots to do now... to pack my bedroom! ARGH... now that my bro is away... only me left to pack the room T.T because next week... the aircon is finally getting fixed =) haha...

and YFC officially begins this saturday and I can't wait! haha... but 6weeks of ground lessons is gonna be boring... but... there's a chinese saying, "xian ku hou tian". so... tahan now =) then next month can go flying liao =)

and CT is coming liao... still have lots to catch up on... and i am really feeling the pressure... argh... not enough time to revise everything lah =(

and... finally... guess what?! I agreed with stonny to sing in their band this coming teachers' day in Kranji... haha... dunno how is it gonna be like cause it's gonna be my first time =) haha... i got stage fright leh =/ *shivers*... you all must support me hor! haha... but... i not sure if everything is confirm yet lah... haha... but most likely we gonna perform =D haha...
GAMBATE! =))

that's all for now... tuddles!

parking idiots

2008-06-09T00:40:00.003+08:00

Well... guess what... I saw an idiot that parked his motocycle on a car parking lot... It's like... that guy seriously got no brains or common sense lah... think his bike so big ar? I guess common sense isn't so common for singaporeans these days. *hai* sad thing...

dying... (T.T)

2008-06-08T00:45:00.006+08:00

OK... it's weekends once again and we are approaching to the 3rd week of the holidays... 3rd week... yes... so fast isn't it?

Time is such an issue for me these days. I simply have no time to do everything i want. Firstly, I need to do some serious revision (or rather I have to study from Chpt.1) because I am totally lost in the syllabus... those CA grades were sent to my parents... and of course... MANY Us... U U U U U U... only one D... my dad was like... "what does U stands for?"...

then i was like... "erm... Undergraded"...

"WHAT?! ok... I think you better know what you are suppose to do... NO MORE GAMES... delete that car game from the computer (it's DriftCity anyway)!"

"NOOOOO!!! Don't need to be so harsh lah... life is a balance... must balance work and play... so from now on i just play 1hour a day can?"

So... from then on... my mum is like an alarmclock or a reminder... reminding me to off the comp when the "end time" is approaching... lol... hai... so... yes... back to TIME... I can't do serious revision if i wanna play long and vice versa... I also wanna go out... and yesterday? i manage to squeeze out time to go orchard with my mum... and guess what? I bought another Lego... haha... Ferrari FFX model coz I am thinking of starting a Ferrari Model Collection... =) so proud of it... and i stayed up late into the night just to fix it finish... approx 4hrs... hai... night is the only "extra" time but I have to do everything secretly? lol... like now... I am suppose to be in bed now... lol... if my mum caught me... she is going sound and wake my dad up... and that's when my holidays really comes to an end... lol...

OK... so here are some photos of the lego...

and so sum up everything... Here's a song from X-Japan... It's kindda long ago but I think this song has so much meaning in it... it brings back memories of the past... yup... well... actually, I have quite forgotten about this song but when I watch the Korean movie, "Windstalkers"(the OST was this song)... so it somehow refreshes my memory lah... haha... it's has jap and english lyrics... haha... yup... so Enjoy! =)

Anyway, who can be a kind soul and help me look for a nice blogskin? I think this skin is abit sucky... ><

WOOOOOOOOOO

2008-05-29T19:08:00.002+08:00

*ahem*
"Let the Holidays BEGIN!"
haha... yup yup... so here giving my first post for the holidays... and... OK... i am updating now...

hmm... let's see... nothing special happened?
Ok... so let me start about this monday...
It was no holiday of us yar? had to go school from 8am to 3pm... OMG... damn sian... holiday buai xiang holiday... walao... then i reached school just on time... and the best thing is that i went school without knowing what lessons are that gonna be... so i bought all my subject notes =.=... lol... see! i so hardworking =X lol... and my the GP teacher going to give birth le... she applied for M.C. then we got free time lor... wa... if not monday is really a damn packed day ><

Then Tuesday?
Ok... i really got diarrhea for the whole day lah =/... damn pain >< then i didn't go school lor... i guess i drank too much of pineapple juice on monday =x Lol... pineapple is great if u wanna pon school the next day... hahaha =P

And Wednesday?
PON LAH... haha... if not go school waste time... only 1hr of econs lesson and 1hr of chem test then go home... lol... then dun want ar... at least i can sleep longer if i stay at home XD

yups... so that's about it lah... haha...
anyway... this song nice hor? haha... MC intro de... lol...

Next Update: NEXT WEEK... or this weekends =]

lalala~

2008-05-17T16:04:00.002+08:00

Holy CRAP! i just realised it's has been a long long time since i last post... ><
too busy i guess? haha... 13 days since the last post =/

OK... so here am I... updating...

Well, everything has been pretty ok in school... haha... only thing is the acadamic part ><... I got like... a "U" for my maths CA grade... omg... it's MATH! 'ph'uck it lah... I am like so screwed when my dad sees the grades... the best is a "D" so far... and that's econs... a humanities subject... lol... what's going on? shouldn't I be sucking in humanities and excel in math and science? haha... seems like the tables are turning... lol... but i seriously can't believe it man... this is the first time i failed maths this badly... lol... 21%? haha... and the highest in class is 91%? it's a bloody 70% difference lah! OMG... *headbang*

ok... in any case... this coming june holidays i got to pia already... if not i surely mati and cannot promo or take H3... sian...

so... let's change topic... ok... so 13May was Stozer's birthday... but we celebrated earlier on the 10th... I met up with him at lot1... the usual hangout... lol... then he was buying something for his mum... uh huh... then we decided to go to bukit timah to play pool... haha... played till about... (i can't remember ><...) then we had a kind of late lunch... and then proceeded to orchard... haha... we seriously had ALOT of time to kill lah... because we were going to meet the rest at 7+... so we went to TANGS because i wanted to buy present for my mum first... then... we went far east, paragon and then finally centre point where we met up with weixun and joshua... haha... we sat down... talk talk, eat ice cream then went to the fish&co's glasshouse to meet sher, fel and KC...
Walao... in fish&co... i think our table is like the noisiest table on the first level lah... haha... really making hell lot of noise... haha... and shermaine being herself... really laughed alot... hahaha... we crap alot until like 10.50pm... haha... when i am suppose to be home by 10... lol... at first i thought that i will be dead when i reached home... but apparently not... haha... so... praise the lord! =D haha... so i reached home like about closing in to 12... like 11.45? yar... haha... it was a really fun day... YOU GUYS ROCK! =D

Hot!

2008-05-04T00:04:00.001+08:00

ok... im finally updating... well, it's really kindda troublesome to blog... coz i don't really have much to write about anyway...

so... the weather was really damn hot over the week... i think i could have suffered heat stroke... haha... okok... it's so exaggerated right? lol.. but i had terrible headaches due to the heat.. lol... probably i overworked my brain's processor... haha... ok.... crap...

oh ya... and i was appointed as service learning rep... wth... nvmin lah... at least that are 3 other sl reps... haha... mmm.... then for yfc, i cleared and pass my medical liao.. so my orientation will most likely to be in june... ahhhhhh T.T so long... >.<

ok... i damn tired... haven't had sufficient rest yet... so i better catch some more sleep while i still can... nites! =D

SPORTS DAY

2008-04-23T12:54:00.003+08:00

ok. today was the sports day and i ran in the 10x200m interclass race... =) in the morning, my legs were feeling very suan even before the racelah... damn jialat =/... then we did a little scretching and then we went to the start line liao... OMG lah... just before the race... got cheerleading... then one of the cheer leaders fell... OMG... hope she is ok...

ok... back to the race... amnda ran first... but just as she was about to pass the baton... she fell... luckily only got abrasion... then... we were last at first... then maithilli, xinying and naz ran damn fast and we caught up to 2nd place... and then my turn... >.< the 7th runner in the 3rd place was catching up with me lah... and i looked back and i was like... OH SHIT! and i pushed harder to keep up... and finally passed the baton to chesed... then weiyang and gideon made the lead between us and the 3rd even further... and we got in 2nd... but in the end we didn't get in to the finals ='( but i guess we gave our best already =] so... it doesn't matter lah... YOU GUYS ROCK MAN! =DD

OH YA... today i saw joshua's brother... but i thought it was joshua... so i wanted to call out to him lah... but then i was like... eh? why is joshua here? NO lah! that's his bro in SA... -.- lol... their actions and looks are 90% alike lah... haha... luckily didn't call out... if not malu myself... XD

so i think that's about it... my thigh is starting to ache real bad... =/ i need to rest and sleep! ZZZzzz...
taddaaaa! =)

All I could think of was you.
nothing but you.
it's really hard to get over.

DONE!

2008-04-20T00:28:00.003+08:00

ok... i am finally done with choosing the skin and changing some stuffs... haha... i know the colour is kindda bright! BUT... must make it look more lively mah... if not SOME people... say my blog so dull... haha...

so... anyway...
17th was Wingyu's birthday
18th was Yunhui's birthday
and 19th is my bro's birthday...

so... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU GUYS! =D

oh ya... anyway... the song now playing is from the korean drama, Witch Yoohee.

announcement

2008-04-15T22:33:00.004+08:00

This blog would be undergoing a facelift by this weekend.

New Skin. New Playlist. New Theme.

Do look out for it! =)

ok!

2008-04-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

so here i am... updating this blog... i was either busy with school or probably playing too hard... XD
ok.... watever... anyway... i would like to blog about what i so love about Singapore... well, yesterday morning... i was waiting for 985 as usual... but then... i saw 2 old folks, one a chinese, the other an indian... both were jogging towards each other... just then... they gave each other a warm smile and waved. i think it's nice to see such harmony among different races. isn't it nice? haha...

haha... ok.. then today i skipped maths tutorial and went back to kss to collect the Olevel cert... when we reached cck... it started to rain... sian lor... but then we still walk to kss... wanted to find ms ratna... but she is not in school liao i think... then after that... me and mc went home lor... haha...

i guess that's about it... so.. good night.

What a tiring day!

2008-03-26T23:51:00.000+08:00

Finally got some time to do alittle blogging... anyway... i am using my phone web browser to blog lah... hah....

today... i didn't go for cricket session becoz the guys were play match today... oh ya... forgot to say that i also joined cricket as a CCA too... so if i manage to get in to YFC... i will be uber busy... anyway... i am lagging behind academically... i think i got lots of catching up to do... very jialat man... T.T

i think it is damn late already and im freaking tired...

so.... GOOD NIGHT! :D

=]

2008-03-22T13:46:00.004+08:00

Ok... wasn't really in a good mood during the last 2 days... because I thought I failed the interview... then they didn't inform me to go for medical... so... I had all the mixed feelings inside lah... yar... but then... this morning... they called me and asked if i got received the SMS they sent out... OMG... I got pass the interview! =D and all the while... my phone's sms is like so weird =/... sometimes i just dun receive the message ppl send me... lol... but nvmin... i am just so glad i got thru the interview lah =)... now i would just need to cross my fingers for medical >.<

Well I'm surprise that if you'd believe
In anything that comes from me
I didn't heard from you or from someone else
And you're so, set in life man, a pisser they're waiting
Too damn bad you get so far, so fast, so what? So long

Reach down your hands in your pocket
Pull out your hope for me
It's been a long day, always, ain't that right?
And no Lord your hands won't stop it
Just keep you trembling
It's been a long day, always, ain't that right?

PACKED!

2008-03-18T20:44:00.002+08:00

I am really really tired... though it is like it's only the second day of actual lessons already... but everyday I end school very late =(... WHY?! the timetable is really stupid lor T.T

OK... nvmin... got to live with it lor... haha... no choice... Oh ya... I have officially started my first CL-B lesson yesterday... haha... very easy i guess... but the thing is that... now i feel really downgraded... =/ but that only means that i will excel in it ba... haha... then today for CL-B... we watch bu neng shuo de mi mi... haha... yup... I am starting to like chinese lessons! =)

so... yup... i am very tired... lots of work to complete... so... i am not gonna write a long post... yar... and tomorrow i also have to go to YFC for interview... yup... so... taddaaa!

YFC

2008-03-09T00:18:00.004+08:00

Ok...
i really didn't know what CCA to join lah... so i finally decided to join the Singapore Youth Flying Club ba... It's really gonna be very fun... but at the same time... very stressful... The thing is that... YFC isn't a stable CCA... the moment u get phased out... u would be out of CCA... OMG... that totally suck lah... what choice? Like my dad always say, "There's always a choice, but that choice is the only choice." lol... i know is kindda lame lah... but isn't it true? haha XD

well, today i went over to apply for SYFC liao... really got alot of applicants sia... then set the dates for interview and joyride... i hope i pass the interview ba... yup... cross my fingers...

oh ya... and after that... my dad brought us to the airport for lunch... we went to terminal 1... there was POPEYE's! whoa! first time i saw it in Singapore... haha... im not talking about the cartoon... it's the fast food chain! hahaha... yup... it's something like KFC... but i think it's better! haha... yup...

So i guess that's all for now...
GOOD NIGHT and BYE BYE BYE.
roger here. roger there. blah blah blah. i think i am losing the battle.

CHICKEN DAY!

2008-03-02T19:40:00.005+08:00

haha... time to update right? haha... maybe not lah... but since i so feel now... so i update lor... haha...

OK... so today ate chicken for both lunch and dinner lah! haha... chicken rice for lunch... dinner got sesame chicken, roast chicken, steam ones... and fried chicken! haha... so i am really sick of chicken now lah >.<

Oh ya... and amanda's birthday was on 1st of march... but the class celebrated it on 29th feb... haha... after lecture... we went to the pop-cafe to celebrate... haha =D

i guess that's about it... not gonna post very long...
ciao!

Happy Belated B-Day Amanda!

Long Day - Matchbox Twenty

2008-02-27T22:22:00.003+08:00

It's sitting by the overcoat
The second shelf, the note she wrote
That I can't bring myself to throw away
And also reach she said for no one else but you
'Cause you won't turn away when someone else is gone

I'm sorry 'bout the attitude
I need to give when I'm with you
But no one else to take this shit from me
And I'm so, terrified of no one else but me
I'm here all the time, I won't go away

And it's me, yeah well I can't get myself to go away
It's me, and I can't get myself to go away
Oh God I shouldn't feel this way now

Reach down your hands in your pocket
Pull out your hope for me
It's been a long day, always, ain't that right?
And no Lord your hands won't stop it
Just keep you trembling
It's been a long day, always, ain't that right?

Well I'm surprise that if you'd believe
In any thing that comes from me
I didn't heard from you or from someone else
And you're so, set in life man, a pisser they're waiting
Too damn bad you get so far, so fast, so what? So long

Reach down your hands in your pocket
Pull out your hope for me
It's been a long day, always, ain't that right?
And no Lord your hands won't stop it
Just keep you trembling
It's been a long day, always, ain't that right?

And it's me, yeah well I can't get myself to go away
It's me, and I can't get myself to go away
Oh God I shouldn't feel this way now

Oh ain't that right?
Well ain't that right?
...

SCHOOL

2008-02-27T22:08:00.002+08:00

Ok. i'm blogging.
so... this week was so-so lah... kind of boring though... but we were split into respective classes already... and i'm in 08S09! woo! haha... the best thing about my class is that there are different nationalities =)... so cool lah... i guess life in SA would be more interesting then... learning more new stuffs and understand other's culture better =)... i hope it's gonna be a good start! haha... yup...

ok lah... i wanna sleep already lah... everyday don't even have enough sleep... T.T

GOOD NIGHT!

First Week.

2008-02-22T22:43:00.000+08:00

Well well... On 19th Feb, everybody gotten their school posting results. Some happy, some disappointed. At 6.17 in the morning, my handphone sounded. I thought, who the hell is so k-po to ask me where I was posted to even before the posting at 8am?. So... I just opened one eye and peeped at my phone and I opened the message. The first time I saw in the message was "MOE". I was like, 'OMG?! SO EARLY?!' then I read the message further... '... posted to SAINT ANDREW'S JUNIOR COLLEGE' then I just smile to myself and went back to sleep... haha... very tired lah... XD

that day i also went out with my PJ classmates... 08S03!!! WOO! We went bowling... but only 7 of us came... haha... but nvmin lah... wa... i bowl until my fingers feel like crap... haha... then after that went to give tuition...

OK... so I am in SA now... and i'm gonna stay for good... and I guess i'm gonna get busy soon... so... i might not update so often... but i promise at least once a fortnight can? haha...

so... TUDDLES! ZZzzz...

The Long Post...

2008-02-16T19:48:00.007+08:00

Ok... paiseh... suppose to be posting on 13th feb ba... haha... very lazy to post lah... so... this post will over on CNY and my trip in Bangkok...

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6th Feb - CNY eve
Well... i pon school that day... together with joshua... haha... our plan was to meet up with stozer and have breakfast before going back to kranji to join in the celebration... so... i met up with stozer at 8.30am... and the rest were late... weixun, jos and felicia... haha... so... me and stozer went to YaKun first for breakfast... ok... it was my first time eating at YaKun's... haha... yar... ok... after that... by 9.30... all of us met together liao... so we proceeded to kss...

Walao... that mr lau ar... ordered the guard to lock us graduates outside and not let us in... #$%^&*.... crap lor... even the teachers got no say... but then after 20 to 25mins of waiting... Mr Kong came over to open the gate for us... haha... yup then we all thanked him lor... haha... after the celebrations... we played frisbee for quite awhile... then we headed for lunch... at mac... then we hanged around in lot 1 for awhile... then at 2plus... we all headed home lor... got our own different appointments with our families...

later my dad brought me and my bro to west coast to walk walk and have some... father-and-son bonding time... haha... yup... and we took some nice pictures too! hehe =D

then we have our reunion dinner quite early... and it ended at 7pm... then me and my bro went to the market to buy some snacks and drinks... whoa... the place was really empty and only got those indian workers buying meat from the indian shop... and 95% of the shops were closed... so we had to buy from 7-eleven... haha... then... the family sat together snacking and drinking ba... haha...

7th Feb - CNY 1st day
It was the first time after a long long time... that my family spent the 1st day of CNY in Singapore... yup... well, so the first thing we did in the morning was to go to church for the special CNY mass... then we proceeded to my ah ma's house then had lunch there... and haha... played with my cute cute cousin... haha... so long nv see them liao... haha =D

after that... we proceeded to my dad's oldest sister's house then just sat around and talk talk lor... i got nothing much to talk lah... then went home... BUT... then went back there for dinner... haha... yar lah... then me and my bro just eat and eat lor... nth to do... haha...

8th Feb - Off to Bangkok

Woke up at 5.25am... then get ready to leave for the airport... we reached the airport at 6.25am then we checked in... the flight was 8.45am... then blah blah blah... reached bangkok approx. 10.45am(SGT)... so in bangkok(BKK) would be 9.45am... then it was a 1hour journey to our hotel at D'Ma Pavillion... then after that, we set off to MBK S.C. ... BUT... my dad lead us the wrong way and we soon found ourselves in Pratunam Centre... wth... we were so lost... then we saw a more modern-looking S.C. ... so we headed for it... It was The Platinum... It is a fashion mall... something like FarEast Plaza... then we had KFC over there... then i took over the route planning... haha... we decided to head for a proper S.C. with a bookstore so that we could get a proper map... then we headed back to the hotel by foot! abt 3km only lah... haha... then we rested for like 2hours then we went to look for places for dinner... wanted to go for some buffet in some hotel... but it was such a scam lor... total rip off! so we had no choice... went to the McDonald's in Indra S.C. nearby... the Mac had weird layout... and the sitting area was terrible... I had DOUBLE BIG MAC! haha... really thick man... haha...

then at night... i sat down with my dad to plan our destination for the 2nd day... i was in-charge of navigations then on... so... i will lead them to whatever destination lor... be it by foot or any transportation... haha =D...

9th Feb - 2nd day in BKK
woke up at 9am for breakfast... the breakfast was kindda terrible lah... *pukes*... then after breakfast, we went back up to the hotel room and i finalised the destinations with my dad... we only planned 2 places to go... MBK S.C. and the Chatuchak Market... haha... we took a cab to MBK first... there wasn't any jam at that time yet... The thing about taking cab in BKK is that... although they say they use the meter reading, we would end up negotiating the prices...

At MBK S.C., my mum and sis went to do their shopping... while the guys just walked around and look out for the universal adapter that my sis needed... the shopping mall is kindda big... but the shops are usually repeated =.= so nothing really interest the guys lah...

Later... we met up together and had lunch at the food court which they call "the 5th Avenue"... well, the prices are no diff from a restaurant lah... it is like a high class food court... u order ur food then got people help u to carry ur food back... but u must guide them to ur table lah... haha... yup... the food was not bad lah... got diff food from all over the world... Arab, Chinese, Jap, Italian, French, Indian, etc.... quite a big variety...

so... after lunch... we set off to Chatuchak Market... we took the Skytrain... the ride was smooth lah... like our MRT... haha... then at Chatuchak... we got shop shop and shop... this time we went together lah... except my bro... he wanted to go around taking photos... The stuffs at the market was relatively cheap... but... must depend on what u buy lah... haha... oh ya... and me and my sis always get my mum to bargain for us... haha... we dunno how to bargain de. XD haha! then along the road... we saw people selling fried bugs... cool =D... but didn't eat... because later get food poisoning then very mafan.... yar...

after that... it was like 5plus liao... so we took the train back to the nearest train station to our hotel... but the nearest station was still abt 1.4km from the hotel... then my sis and mum kept complaining because got alot of stray dogs along the streets... but the dogs are surprising tame lah... i guess they are really well fed by the Thais... hehe =D...

So we reached the hotel at abt 6plus... then at 8, we went to the street side restaurant to eat... not really a restaurant lah... haha... the food wasn't too bad... quite nice... then after that... we walked to indra S.C. because my sis wanted to buy the triangle foldable bed... waa... very big sia... then end up... me and my dad got to take turns to carry... because very bulky and quite heavy lah... she bought the biggest -.-... after that... we pop into 7-eleven to buy beer and tibits to eat lah... haha... family bonding time =)... then we joke, laugh, talk cock... then watch Happy Feet on HBO...
10th Feb - 3rd day in BKK
Today... we woke up at 7... all thanks to my sis... wake up soooo early.... then we went downstairs for breakfast at 8.20... by 9 we were back in the hotel room... the plan for today was to got Siam Square, MBK (again...), pratunam market...
we walked to pratunam market...it was only 10.10am... damn early... and the people are just setting up their shops... so we walked to The Platinum... as usual, the women would go and shop... while the guys... we just sat outside Swenson's and wait for it to open... meanwhile... i was planning the routes to take later... so at 11am... swenson's opened and we went inside for ice cream first =)... then we proceeded back to pratunam market... bought alot of T-shirts and i bought 3 shorts ba... haha... then we decided to go back to the hotel to put down the stuffs then go Siam Square...
from the hotel, we took a taxi down to siam square... my dadkept talking to the taxi driver... then i learnt afew things... one of them is that the Tutus bikes are usually run by mafias and people are advised not to take... yup... oh ya... the taxi driver later alighted us at siam paragon instead of Siam Square... so we had to walk to siam square lah... nearby only lah... then got nothing much... so we went to Hard Rock Cafe for lunch... haha... i forget the name of the burger i ate... but it was nice... haha...

then we went to MBK... which was just across the road... went back there to but those food products lah... then we left liao... we walked back to our hotel... quite far lah... this time I didn't really need to use the map liao... because the place is quite familiar to me liao lah... haha... then for dinner, we ate at the some place as the previous day and we went to 7-eleven to buy somemore beer... haha...

11th Feb - Fly Back
The flight was 3.45pm... and we checked out of the hotel at 12 and the tour company picked us up... and send us to the airport... then took the flight back to singapore... then went to the duty-free shop and by the time we drove the car out of Changi Airport... at was 7plus (SGT)...

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OK... i lazy to blog any longer... haha...
ZAI JIAN! byebye! haha =D

-notice-

2008-02-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

OK...
haven't been blogger for quite some time liao... really quite buzy... and lazy >.<

but i really still got no time to blog >.<
tomorrow, i would be heading for bangkok liao... 5.45am got to leave for the airport? sian... very tired ba...
so... i would do a SUPER LONG post after the trip... i promise.... haha... will be back on the 11th... so most likely post on the 13th... haha
12th is a busy day!

yes... so... that's all... ciao!

Surprised (O.O)

2008-01-30T20:39:00.000+08:00

"Pass to me your EZ-link card"... lol... that's the phrase that greeted me and joshua TWICE today...

ok... so me and jos~ went back to KSS this morning... aiya... is i dragged him along ba... lol... yup... so... we met at cck stn at 7.23 and off we walk to KSS... haha... we reached KSS like... 7.35? haha... yar... and at first... i thought there wasn't anyone in the carpark doing latecoming duty... so... as me and jos~ walked in to the school... yunhui and shunting was sitting behind those bushes... haha... wa... and yh was so damn hard working ar! doing TYS... XD

ok... so i didn't suspect anything... joshua go find shuqing... BUT... they were actually preparing my bdae cake... wa... then nathan called me to go over... lol... then i figured that it was like... something fishy going on... haha... then... i saw th cake... haha... i was so stun... then... lalala~... *birthday song*... lol... i really dunno how to react lor... >.<

ok... then after that... the rest have to go back to class... haha... then me and joshua loiter in the school lor... we decided to go back PJ at 0900 lor... just in time for econs lecture... haha... so we watch people PE... see people having lessons in a CLASSROOM... and people doing test... step-mother, correct hor? never see me and my daddy outside the class =.= ... then walk pass mrs ram class... haha... then she was like telling them about "my story"... haha... she said, "Eh! This is the guy! Guess what he score? A1! I still remember he only wrote one paragraph for his first test." haha... wa... i also stll remember that test lah... seriously got no idea what to write... haha... eh? my story will be a good movitivational story for her students leh... haha... wa... so good =)... haha XP

ok... then we left kss at abt 8.50... and reached PJ at 9.07? haha... then the security guard asked for EZ-link card... so this was the 2nd time asked today... haha... and we were still on time for lecture... haha... because got technical failure... so... the lecture start later too... haha

then the rest of the day was as usual... only thing that i got a terrible headache just before ODAC... sian lah... it totally sucks... =/ Oh ya... and for GP tutorial today, we had YouTube session... haha... watch all the funny funny videos... haha... LOL... =)

so... that's about it... time for DriftCity... XD something like NFS lah... haha
byebyebye!

What a day...

2008-01-28T23:54:00.001+08:00

Ok... First of all... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! Finally 17 years of age... And i just can't wait to see what is installed for me in the future...

Well, my parents celebrated my birthday on the sunday... We had lunch lah... At ichiban... Haha... It is the one at great world city... The shop is so different compared to the one at jurong point... Haha... Then my dad got me this crumpler bag for my birthday present... Haha... In a way, this birthday is also to celebrate my good results lah... Haha... Yup...

For all those who wished me... I would like to thank you... And those who had forgotten, haha... I don't blame you ba... Haha... We are all busy with our little life... Yup... So... i guess that's about it... Haha... Cause i am actually using my phone to blog... So it is really troublesome to type a full-length post ba... Good night!

Special Thanks...

2008-01-25T10:58:00.000+08:00

I would like to thank those who support me, encouraged me and helped me last year... they are...

Daddy and Mummy for all the movitivation and the lego =)

Mr Lim Yuen Tuck for helping me in chem... even till the very last moments before the paper...

Mr Heng K K for helping my class in sec2... then challenging me in sec3... and tutoring me in sec4...

Mrs Ram for making me stay back for night studies for humanities... helping me in SS no matter how big a slacker i was... and helped me from a NINE to a ONE! haha... hail ram!

Ms Ratna for all the encouragements from the start I knew you and all the motivations. Even before my chinese paper... you gave me encouragement and reassurance. and of course... those naggings paid off...

Ms Lai for giving me a chance to go to a JC during this PAE period... and the long lecture u gave me.

Ms Wong for being such a caring teacher and making your lessons so enjoyable.
Mr Roland Tan for making me a stronger person in life.

Mr Koh Chee How for the all scoldings at the start of the year. It really helped me to straighten out my thoughts.

Yunhui for the listening ear and encouragements. =)

Stozer, Joshua, Kheh Hong, Prabha, and many many more... for making my stay in Kranji a great one. =D

Kailin for nagging at me to do my homework in english class. X)

You guys have really made everything (that I achieved) possible. This will always be one of the best phrase of my life... and i will never ever forget you guys! I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!

Os RESULTS!

2008-01-25T10:07:00.000+08:00

hmm... actually i didn't wanna post about this lah... but since yunhui said i should share this "testimony"... then ok lor...

So... here it goes...
I was freaking scared as the days drew closer to the O level exams... I wondered... am I ready for Os?... but even if i wasn't, I would still have to do the exam right? I was so damn scared... I hid my emotions... i put a brave front... I pretended that i was prepared for Os... but deep down inside... only I know that I wasn't ready... friends and family thought I was relax, but i wasn't.

The week before Os, I mugged really hard... I didn't mugged before in my life! and there i was... MUGGING... mugging into the night... the dion who doesn't study or do his homework after 10-11pm... is studying up to 1am! omg... i thought i was going insane already, due to all the stress and pressure i faced... I prayed and meditate at times... sometimes, i even cried out to god to let him know how stress i was... I really do felt better after teh cryings though... haha XD oh ya... i remember i even told yunhui how stressed i was... haha... then there sh was... giving a listening ear... yup...

so... time just flew by... and soon, it was the start of Os.
The first week was madness. I had 4 major papers on consecutive day... monday, tuesday, wednesday then thursday... NO BREAKS! OMG... coming to the third day (chem paper 2), i was just going nuts already... I remembered I spent one hour to just have quiet time with god and just calm myself down... and ok... if i think too hard, i would get a headache very easily... so during the Os period... i can bathe like... twice in less than 3hours... haha... psycho hor? lol... then on the morning of the geog paper (fourth day)... i lost my mind liao... my mum was like shock to see me in such a state lah... lol... it's just not me to mugged like crazy before exam and bathe like hell... LOL... yes... i was going bonkers already.

but then... I survived the first week... then subsequent papers... i was just so numbed by the stress and anxiety liao... I jut had no emotions lor... just went through the next 2 weeks like that lor... ok... and another thing... I was trying to read story books to destress! OMG... i was serious going nuts lah... haha...

so... yar... but i still prayed everyday and try to be calm during the exams... and there i was... calm and relaxed during all the papers... praise the lord yar? haha... yup...

then i continued to pray for my results... and yes... prayed, prayed and pray... but then yesterdayi didn't pray for good results. I was like... "oh god, i know it's too late even if u are going to make any miracles... so... i pray that u will give me the courage to face whatever grades i get"... yup... so... when i got my results yesterday, my hands were trembling... i saw the word "ONE" then, "ONE"... "ONE"... then i was like... O M G! is this my result slip?! so i checked the name there it writes "CHAN YANG ZHI DION MICHAEL"... ok... so... surely it's mine...

so i guess that's about it lah... i am just so overwhelmed by it... I CAN GO TO WHERE I WANTED TO GO! WOO! seems like i manged to achieve my Bull's Eye target le... haha... IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING! lalala~ so happy =))

that's all! tuddles! =D

she stares thru my shadow; she see something more; believes there's a light in me; she is sure; and the truth makes me stronger; does she realise? i wake every morning, with her strength by my side.

Chinese lecture

2008-01-22T13:01:00.001+08:00

Great... I am so bored now...Stuck in chinese lecture now... Omg... It is 1.5hrs lor... Sian... I just can't wait to go home...........

If You're Gone - Matchbox Twenty

2008-01-21T22:12:00.000+08:00

I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak
But I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed
I can't be sure

I think you're so mean
I think we should try
I think I could need
This in my life
And I think I'm just scared
I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem
I'm dealing

Chorus
If you're gone maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone baby you need to come home
'Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything you

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need more than you mind

I think you're so mean
I think we should try
I think I could need
This in my life
I think I'm just scared
That I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem
I'm feeling

[chorus]

I think you're so mean
I think we should try
I think I could need
This in my life
And I think I'm just scared
I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem
I'm dealing

[chorus]

I'm feeling it.
If you're gone.

ODAC.

2008-01-16T20:55:00.000+08:00

ARGH... damn tired X(
had ODAC today after school... yar... but today is slightly more serious stuff liao lor... lol... first we "learn" to throw frisbee... oh ya... me and jos was early... so we joined the J2s and throw/pass the frisbee around lor... haha... so we played Ultimate... then PT... then home home home... argh... sian lah... during PT... my leg cramp... -.- then i skipped one lap? yar... sad lah... lol... but what i enjoy today is th frisbee part lah =))... hehe... yar... overall... the day was kindda tiring... and today was really HOT... omg... i was kindda feverish... yar... =(

and that's all... i just want my BED NOW!!! ZZZzzz... =]

kranji.

2008-01-10T19:42:00.000+08:00

hmm... me and joshua went back to kranji during the pass 2days... 8 and 9 jan... yup... we really missed kranji lah... but we felt that we no longer have a sense of belonging liao... aw man... damn sad lah =/

I soooo miss last year!!! >.<
Maths lesson- everyone rebel together =)
Humanities- slack slack and slack... XD
Bio- haha... ms wong very animated and is like our mother =)
Chem- and mr lim is like our father... hehe
Physic- got "brother chee how" (as how stozer call mr koh) XD haha...
English- ms ratna always suan me... everytime talk to shirlynn... then kailin will ask us shut up... XD hahaha! oh ya... then i got to tahan shirlynn's mood swings... pity me plz -.-

Hai... then i also miss my latecoming duties... lol... can slack then talk talk... dun need do reading ar! XD oh man... so miss those days...

ok... the reason of going back KSS is that... WE MISS KSS! XD lol... but we miss the teachers more... =) but it seemed like alot of new teachers leh =( then go back play frisbee... lol... oh my god... i long time nv play then stamina so lan! XD haha... then also go back see some ppl like my nui er =)) haha... yup... and most importantly... collect the cheque... lol... ($.$)

haha... so that's about it... lectures in PJ is quite ok lah... coping with it =)
OK... bye bye ^^

First Lesson.

2008-01-07T17:51:00.000+08:00

Hmm... today is the official start of lessons liao... and my appeal got thru... and i am taking H2: Maths, Chem, Bio... and H1: Econs... sian lah... the only thing is that... the joshua, yz, and the rest... choose MCP-E combination instead... btw... mine is MCB-E... and P=Physics... yup... so... sian... super loner now... -.- the people in my class already have their own cliques... omg... and that Jovian... sian... is he don't withdraw... then at least got buddy in class... =/ well? that's life... so i will live with it... and make more friends lor! ^^ hehe...

So. todays after morning assembly, I had a break all the way to after recess... which is 1 and a half hours long... just to SLACK... -.-... wingyu best lah... her's would be 2 and a half hours long break... lol... very long leh... XD

after recess, i got 1hour of chem lecture and another hour of econ lecture... then off i go... home sweet home... lol... and school was just like that today. -.- spent so long in school... only 2hours of lecture... lol... i gotta get used to this ba... oh yes... and Jos and I signed up for ODAC liao... haha... can't wait to see what is it like =) hehe...

ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE! be it those in PAE or still in secondary... hehe... GAMBATEEEE!!! =D

GAMMA!

2008-01-05T13:41:00.000+08:00

So... yesterday was really a long and tiring day... haha... yes... SUPER TIRED! The morning was boring... but as the day passes, it just got better and better... haha... oh ya... and i realised that... walking from yewtee mrt to alicia's house the bus is as good as walking from cck mrt to KSS... haha... yup... it is that near lor... yup...

so... during sport trial... me, joshua and YZ went together... lol... dunno what trial to take leh... i and joshua wanna join ODAC liao... then YZ in bball team liao... haha... so we dun really bother to go for the trials lor... then we go disturb the tennis trial... we go there anyhow play XD hahaha... WOO! and guess what? i hit the ball and it flew out of the court and the guy conducting the trial hor... his face changed lor... HAHA... sorri sorri... i didn't know don't need to hit so hard mah... lol... XD

ok... then it was the D&D... everyone very high ar... cheer cheer and cheer... lol...
then had the mass dance and... yar... everyone danced our butts out... lol XD... aiya... i very lazy to write very long lah...

to conclude... the night was GREAT! hahah... yup... so... that's about it... i hope i can get some photos and post it up ba...

OG16 RULEz! GAMMA... GAMMA... GAMMA!!!
WOOOOOOOO!

things are getting better =)

2008-01-03T20:48:00.000+08:00

Well, I was really sick of going school yesterday lor... SO BORING! so i dragged myself out of bed today... and once again... i was late in the morning? yar... haha... psps... the jam in yewtee area was so bad... that i have to RUN ON FOOT from YT mrt station to alicia's house lah... omg... tiring leh... and the best thing was that... after i reached verde... i ran wrong direction... so... WRONG HOUSE! lol... then was so tired liao... then i walk lor... because i thought... maybe they all left liao... so i can take my time liao and relax... then i saw them abt to leave alicia's house... waa... i was not that late! WOOT! haha... ok... so... ultimately... i went from yewtee mrt to PJC on FOOT... lol...

so it was games games games... after the boring morning talks... blah blah blah blah blah... and the weather was kind of cold >.<... and i was quite wet >.<... *shivers* and i think after all the running since morning to the end of games... plus the long distances i walked home... my leg is so going to ache very badly tml... and the aches are already starting to kill me now... Xp

so i guess my OG is getting closer liao... haha... as the saying goes... "people gets closer after they gone through 'shit' together"... haha... it's so true...

i think i gtg sleep earlier tonight... wake up earlier so i won't be late >.< and have more rest lor... because tml will end at almost 9pm...

yup yup... so... GOOD NIGHT!!! =D

SCHOOL!!!!!!!!

2008-01-02T20:39:00.001+08:00

OMG... it is the new year liao... and it means... "TIME FOR SCHOOL!"... it totally sucks lah... wake up so early in the morning... so not used to it liao lor XD hahaha... i was like... bathing half-awake? just starting sleeping in front of the shower lor... lol... and despite of waking up early, i was still met them quite late... =/ sorry ar! >.<...

then... i am gonna keep this post short... because i am freaking tired after a day of SITTING DOWN... yes... for... 3 hours in the morning... 2.5h after lunch... and there after... ok ok lah... lol...
i dun think there is much to blog lor... so bye bye... ciao... taddaaa! =)

lalala...

2007-12-30T23:06:00.000+08:00

haha... ok... i am now using my hp to blog... haha... ok... in fact... i finally got my hands on the W960i... haha... bought it yesterday... and it's so cool... so... this post is not going to be long... cause it is going to be like typing a super duper long sms... haha... ok... i think i spent enough time on the hp for today... so im gonna do some marking liao...

so... taddaaa! =D
haha!

WHOA! IM TIRED X)

2007-12-27T21:06:00.000+08:00

OK. I decided to blog because Joshua requested me to at least update on the class chalet. So, HERE I AM. erm... in actual fact, i wanted to close this blog temporarily. yar... BUT IT'S STILL HERE! haha...

so... i will used joshua's blogging style...

26dec
hmm... went out with joshua, his darling, yunhui and jiaying. Erm... was kind of last minute decision for me and joshua lor... haha... yar... so i met up with joshua on the bus... bleh bleh bleh... then met up with the girls in town. then... blah blah blah... watch movie with jiaying and yunhui... then jos gtg liao... WORK... haha... so his darling left with him... watch the Mr. Magorium wonder Emporium? aiya... something like that lah... haha... i forget the name liao... XD

after the movie... i went to the chalet by myself =(... and the best thing is that i didn't really know where to alight from the bus to go EC... so i was like... looking out for the CHIJ school lor (the bus-stop to alight at)... erm... but then I can remember roughly how to walk there lor... and... 15mins later... there i was... at the chalet le... =) woo... luckily i can remember how to walk there ar! haha... oh... and it was raining... lol... then billy bbq for everyone... not bad ar... a future chef? haha... then i and stoz played frisbee... then ms wong's family came... so we played with her sons lor... and shirlynn was like a nanny to jonathan(elder son)... haha XD then... some of us when to 7-11 to buy ________, then we _______________________ till my parents came at 12am... then off i go... home sweet home...

27dec
erm... WOKE UP AT 7.30! psps... i promised to reached the chalet by 7 de... XD haha... then reached there before 9... WHOA... corpses on the bed XD... haha... and i think that billy wins taiyi for the title SLEEPYHEAD liao ar... haha... erm... yar... cause billy slept the longest and had no reaction to anything! haha... then was like getting kindda boring liao... then i sleep also... haha...

at around 1.30pm... time for those who gambled and lost to pay up their debts! haha... and it would be getting thrown into the pool... the more they lose... the more number of times they get thrown into the pool lor... haha... then i was the cameraman... snapping away... haha... BUT... then later... stozer and shermaine kept insisting i join them play "water-polo"... haha... i serious dun like the swimming pool... and i haven't stepped into one for 3years plus liao... haha... but... i just jumped in lor... then i jumped into the deep side of the pool -.-... for a moment... i forget how to swim lor... haha... but... it's survivor skills right? haha... so so lah... then later... i couldn't bare to leave the pool XD... haha... ironic hor?

haha... then suppose to join the guys play soccer... but... waited damn long liao... no mood to play lah... then later on... after we showered and changed... me, stozer, wing yu and shermaine headed home! haha... we totally didn't eat lunch and dinner yet lor... we are famished! XD...

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ok... so... that's abt it... didn't record in detail... if not too long! haha... so... that's about it... and... here's the lyrics of Remember When it Rained by Josh Groban.

Wash away the thoughts inside,
that keep my mind away from you.
No more love and no more pride.
The thoughts are all I have to do.

Oooo... remember when it rained...
Felt the ground and looked up high and called your name.
Oooo... remember when it rained...
In the darkness I remain.

Tears of hope run down my skin.
Tears for you that will not dry.
They magnify the one within.
Let the outside slowly die...

Oooo... remember when it rained...
Felt the ground and looked up high and called your name.
Oooo... remember when it rained...
In the water I remain... running down.

Running down, running down,
running down, running down,
running down, running down...

sigh

2007-12-22T15:55:00.001+08:00

OK. I'm feeling really dumb now =/
ahhh... forget it... nvmin...

erm... so that day... my dad brought my whole family and my maternal grandparents for dinner? yar... once in awhile... we would bring my grandparents out for a meal lah... erm... yar... then after that... we went to Mount Faber to see see... then we saw the "christmas tree" lor... haha...

yup... so... that's about it lah...
hai...
okk... taddaaaa...
maybe i no longer have a place there...

Christmas's Coming!

2007-12-19T18:32:00.000+08:00

Most would think that Christmas is the time to receive presents; especially when we were kids, right? Actually, there's more to Christmas. So much more...

Well, haha... let's drop the subject... erm... So... to suit the season of Christmas, I have changed my playlist to Christmas songs. haha... yup... and the first 2 songs are my fav lah! =))... hehe... so... Enjoy! =)

To listen to the playlist,
-press ESC to stop the autoplay song.
-then click on the PLAY button lah! haha...

May this season of Christmas brings Hope and Joy to everyone! =D

BBMak - Ghost of You and Me

2007-12-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

What am I suppose to do
With all these blues?
Haunting me everywhere
No matter what I do

Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over?

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

Seen alot of broken hearts
Go sailing by
Phamtom ships lost at sea
And one of them is mine

Raising my glass
I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free?
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left
Of my heart and soul

Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over?

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
...

This is just the right song.

YAY! WOOHOO! =)

2007-12-16T15:53:00.000+08:00

This is the 200th blog post... special edition... LoL... JkJk...

Ok... I'm really damn happy... because... it seems that I can change my HP to W960i sooner than i expected... haha... by 28dec... I can buy liao! hahaha =)... it is all because I received a letter yesterday... and it informs me that i got EAGLES award... haha... so got cash to take lah! haha... then that amount money was what I short of lor... haha... God's miracle... yar? sooooo happy... over the moon... haha... wheeee... then January then I buy the wallet I want lor... haha... =)

I guess that's about it... i go play AOE3 now.... byebye! =)

TOOT?

2007-12-15T16:59:00.000+08:00

haha... ok... i just played finish BF2... haha... now very tired ba... haha... woked up at 8.30am... then cannot sleep liao =(... shui bu zhao... so I just tossed and turn lor... until about 10am? yar... i think around there ba... haha... then my dad drove us to my bro's workplace... to have lunch... go there to try the roasted duck lah... coz my bro claims that it's really nice... haha... indeed! it's nice... haha... that guy really got skills! haha...

OK... i thinking i really need sleep!!! slept at 4am this morning -.-... because i was chatting with vivien? and my pet owl... haha... wa... vivien and I were so lame... that we chatted on the tagboard instead... lol... very boliao hor? haha... then... my pet owl... she was watching different schools the SYF dance... and kept commenting on them... haha... and ask me to watch also... lol...

tadaaa! ciao! bye bye! zai jian!
nap time! ^^

BROOM BROOM!

2007-12-15T00:51:00.000+08:00

Haha... Today got shopping again... haha... from JP... to Quessway... to Vivo... haha... first time my stamina better then my mum! haha... after vivo... i still dun feel tired leh... haha... oh ya... and i went to kiddy palace and bought THIS.... the R/C Honda Civic Type-R... so nice can?!!! waaaa... hehe ^^

Oh ya... and this is the "present" that Shirlynn gave... from beijing... walao... she bluff me lor... she tell me that it's a wallet... then i go home open... is THIS... haha... lol... nice lah nice lah... hehe... lol XD

The Golden Compass

2007-12-12T23:50:00.000+08:00

Hmm... in my opinion, the show was just so-so... something like LOTR though... haha... some parts quite shocking wan... haha... shirlynn's react very big lor! haha... she literally jumped! haha XD... but the best part of the show for me... was the ice bears fighting... haha... very realistic =D haha...

OK... today... shirlynn was super super late... worst then joshua... haha =X... yar... i waited close to 50mins for her lah! haha... then we went to causeway point instead lah... haha... because it was raining =/...

then we bought the movie tickets first... then we went to sakae to eat... aw man! now i am really really broke liao... haha... oh ya... and we met one sec5 guy... his name jiajun... if im not wrong... haha... yar... he made some of the sushi we ate... haha... not bad... i would say... haha... but the best sushi would still be in japan... where sushi-making is an honour... haha... yup... i think the sushi that we eat here in singapore... would be the lousiest grade of sushi in Japan... haha... i think i must start saving money to travel around japan and try all their local specialties!! wa... omg... i am drooling now... haha...

then after we watch the movie... we walk walk lor... haha... then go kiddy palace... shirlynn was like... trying out all the toys... haha... then we met up with jiajun... then continue to walk walk... haha... and guess what? shirlynn went to do the art&craft thingy... the one that joshua last time do for *ahem* wan... haha... then after that... go home lor...

FREAKING TIRED AND BROKE NOW! T.T
so... good night and sleep tight.
and dun let the bedbugs bite. =]

bored.

2007-12-08T21:39:00.001+08:00

OK. I'm blogging.

Well, I got nothing special or interesting to post about. Hmm... It's really boring. Everyday, I'm doing the same usual stuffs. Play. Eat. Chat. Watch TV. I am rotting. =/ Everyone is so busy. Work, work and work. Everyone has different off-days. Argh! It's really boring at home. Ok. I started playing Project Gotham Racing 1. Yes, there's no typo error. I'm still playing PGR1. Pathetic right? I think I'm gonna buy new games. NFS Prostreet! Kheh Hong and PeiJun!! I think I'm gonna buy it next week or the week after next. yup =))

I guess that's all I have to post.
Have a good night sleep and don't let the bedbugs bite. =)

WOO...

2007-12-04T15:07:00.000+08:00

Okk... yesterday was the prefect's chalet cum guaduation ceremony... haha... yar... HEY... i did went in the end ok? haha... I got to say... that i got lectured... haha... so i thought... not everyone is perfect right? so... it's their first time, i think i should at least respect them by going for the chalet lah... haha... *claps* for the committee... haha... though the planning wasn't that good... BUT... it was the effort u guys put in lah... which i really appreciate... haha... yar...

so... yesterday.... met Nathan, KH and Jos~ at cck mrt station at 3pm... nathan and KH came on time... haha... i came 5 mins early... and JOS~ was as usually... LATE... 15mins? around there lah... then we took a train to jurong east then KH met his girl... haha... so he PS us lah... haha... oh ya... and i was a bit extra lah... all wore the red prefects' tee... but i wore my own clothes... >.<... haha... so my punishment? carry the grossary basket... then i got to carry most of the drinks... but... KH so nice... he help me take 2 bottles... haha... then we took the shuttle service to the coasta sand resort... reached there 5.30pm...

then me, nathan, KH and Jos~ played taidi(big2?) haha... and watch the soccer match... singapore vs vietnam... haha...then munkit came... and we played ASSHOLE taidi... haha... a bit change of rules... haha... then sandy joined in... followed by yeanjun... gambling den ar... haha... me, munkit and KH surely asshole(loser)... haha... i and KH tied for the biggest asshole title... haha... we both got 5times asshole... haha... but later i from asshole become the top ar... haha... dun play play with me ar! haha... played until evening... then got the guaduation "ceremony"... followed by a CREAM and WATER fight... haha... play until the neibouring chalets complaint ar... then we stopped and cleaned up... the seniors wanted to play pool... but the pool table only opened from 8am to 8pm... sian... because it was like 9.45 liao... so we stand around to chat lor... then i went to bathe first... after i bonk bonk... then we started playing cards again... haha... played until 11? then my parents came to fetch me lah... then i very tired... when reached home... i bathe again... haha... then i went to bed... very tired... but couldn't sleep... i just kept thinking... =/

then today... i had my first tuition lesson with jared's bro... stress lah... be tutor not easy can? haha... i wanna vomit blood ar... if only i can work as something else... maybe cashier? waiter? promoter? cleaner? hahaha....

WOO! time for AOE3... haha... addicted liao ar... thx to my bro -.-... haha... byebye!

I don't think I could
walk away so easily.
What that remains...
are sleepless nights.
i tried to tired myself...
just to numb the pain.

COOK!

2007-12-02T18:30:00.000+08:00

Haha... guess what? I just cooked and ate finished dinner =)... haha... wa... i very long didn't cook le... so i decided to cook salmon steak lor... haha... took me quite some time for preparation... yar... marinate and stuff... haha... so i finally started cooking... I grilled the salmon first... haha... I at first dunno if cooked liao or not... but i just follow my instinct lah... haha... so i put the grilled salmon on the serving plate... then I made the sauce to top over it... mmm... it looks prefect =)... haha... smells good too... haha...

Then the verdict... i cooked only 2 sets lah... haha... the rest didn't want to eat dinner... so I only cooked for myself and my papa lah... haha... then my dad put a chunk into his mouth... then he said,"Nice!"... haha... of course i happy lah =)... haven't lost touch yet... haha... my dad's salmon is nicely done... but mine is slightly overcooked... haha... but still nice can? haha... but to be honest... i hate cooked salmon... i prefer it to be raw =]... sashimi =))... haha... yup... so today was another success lah =)... haha... maybe next week cook beef steak? haha... see first bah =]

ok... i guess it's time for AOE3 asian dynasty... haha...
CIAO!

What Good is a Heart - Code Red

2007-12-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

I told you how I felt
I told you what it meant
But I still haven't changed your mind

I know that you're afraid,
You're frightened of the pain
But you can let down your guard

Cause when we run, we hide
We deny what's inside

Chorus
What good is a heart, if you're not gonna use it?
What good is your love, if you're too scared to choose it?
If your heart is beating, then it's for a reason
If you're not even willing to start, what good is a heart?

Don't make the same mistake that people often make
And miss out on a chance for love

You've got to make your move, you've got to make it soon
Cuz you're dying inside

Cuz I'm a man, but I cry
I have fears, I won't lie

Chorus

Come on baby, you know it
Girl anyone who looks can see that I'm right

There's a chance, we should take it
Or regret it for the rest of our lives

Chorus

Botak Jones.

2007-12-01T21:43:00.000+08:00

You guys must have heard or tried it before. haha... well, today my dad brought us there =)... haha... At first I thought they were overrated... but then i still ordered the Wat-U-Crazy?! haha... It's a triple patty burger, each patty weighing a good 150g... so... WHOA... one patty was thick enough... haha... so i took off the extra two patties... haha... mmm... the patties were juicy and it's just taste simply good... yum yum... but later... when i started eating the other two patties... they were becoming dry and it was really yucky lah... so dry >.<... but i still ate it anyway... lol... i was really bloated after that... haha... 450g of meat in a burger... it's really CRAZY... haha...

I guess that's about it... good night!! =]
and I hope this month would be a better month for me lah... hai... last month was kind of emo =(... aiya... just hope for the best lah! GAMBATEEE!!! =D

Need for Speed!!!

2007-11-30T20:00:00.000+08:00

OMG... i just read the review of NFS-prostreet... It's SUPERB! The graphics is so realistic and the game is just heavenly... gosh... i must get my hand on it! wa... really really nice!!! haha... I downloaded the handphone version... and the game play is not bad (though it's just a HP version)... so what can u expect from the PC version? MUCH MORE LAH! haha...

Stairway to Heaven

2007-11-29T20:30:00.000+08:00

Haha... I just watched finished this Korean drama's 2nd episode... The show some parts so sad =(... so parts so sweet ^^... haha... but... more sad parts lah... i watch until wanna cry ='(... I think it's really nice... haha... storyline not bad... haha... wingyu told me she kept crying after watching... haha... really lah... really touching... haha... I think i going to buy the VCD to watch the full series... haha...

taddaaa! i go watch the 3rd episode liao... CIAO!
Maybe some things aren't meant to be. =/

=(

2007-11-29T15:36:00.000+08:00

lalalalalala~
so darn bored... haha... slept quite late yesterday... cause... i was out to "celebrate" that my headache was gone... haha... then was chatting with lynette... haha... we had a emoticon parade ar... haha... showcase all our emoticons... lol...

ok... so yesterday... i went to orchard with my mum... she wanted to buy some clothes lah... haha... so i companied her lor... went to Fish & Co. for lunch (yaya... again...) haha... but... once again... i cause my mum to spend a bomb on lunch >.<... haha... sorry >.<... haha... ok then... was on the way to wisma then i met syarif... haha... then went to tangs studio to see dress... lol... so sian... but i am used to it... haha... then went to far east to buy some stuffs too... but the best thing is that my mom can't remeber where is the shop! -.-... sian... then keep walking round and round... until i damn headache lah... then it was raining heavily outside... but luckily my mum bought my big big umbrella... haha... so we proceeded to the mrt station and headed home... haha... luckily we did that... cause i heard scotts road later was flooded... haha...

i guess that's about it... tuddles!
when will i see your face again?
when will you touch my life again?
i wait in vain, but nothing has changed.
i’m a flower, soaking in the rain.
if i could wish one thing, i’d hear you call my name.

PROM NIGHT!

2007-11-27T13:22:00.000+08:00

Hair. checked. Clothes. checked. Camera. checked.
READY? GO!

haha.. yesterday... really had a fun time lah... haha... could see most ppl really dressed up really good... haha... though i didn't ate much or drink much... haha... but took quite alot of photos lah... haha... but the bad thing about yesterday was... the food was bad... the rest was really great... haha... i think the planning was good... all thanks to the organising team... THANK YOU!!! haha...

Morning went to KH house... haha... to dress up? haha... style hair... blah blah blah... and meet up with the guys lah... haha... then took a cab to sentosa...

hai... but i suppose to go with stozer and the rest for supper after prom... but my parents... as usual... said no... =/ but nevermind lah... got to be filial right? i think i dun wanna blog too long... so... here are the pics....

Maybe I got it all wrong.

2007-11-25T22:10:00.000+08:00

After all the tears I cried,
how I wish that I had died.
No more turning back to look,
Living my life like in a book.

Tear away those hurts and pains,

hoping for a better ending.
Looking back at how dumb I was,
I didn't know I would feel so lost.
Time to stand up and dry those tears,
gotta be brave and face those fears.

POOL!

2007-11-22T00:15:00.000+08:00

Swimming pool? A pool of people? No lah! It is POOL... haha... ok ok... today went to JP to play pool... ok lah... can say it's my first time there... hardly going to JP besides for a haircut... lol...

ok... at 11.29am... stozer arrived at cck mrt station... then i was 2nd to arrived at 12.02pm... and the rest were late... as usual... haha... Peiqi and Wingyu were extremely late lah... haha... half an hour plus? yar... haha... they brought michelle's present and colouring materials along... haha... and you know what? we were colouring the box from cck mrt station... all the way to JP... haha...

We started playing pool from 1plus to 4... at about 1.45... jie heng joined us... the at around 2.30... michelle left... haha... and i was totally off form today! didn't had a proper win lah! =/ sian... wo bu shuang! i wanna play again... haha...

then we headed for SUBWAY!!! haha... *subway. eat fresh!* haha... erm... again... it's my first time ordering at subway... so I didn't even know how to order... so... i was like... erm... give me anything.... lol... ok... that was so lame lah... haha... then jieheng had to go home first to attend to something... then wingyu suppose to leave at 4.30... haha... but she ate until 5... then peiqi also left with her... so... left the 4 guys... me, stoz, jos and weixun... we sat there and discuss abt the wht can weixun buy for prom...

then we walked walked and went into Toys'R'Us! first... stozer played with the domino display set... haha... here's a video on what he "created"!

then we continued walking and we discovered a corner of Toys'R'Us that is really good for mking people do their confessions... lol... and joshua bought a little something to make...

after that we were really stunned by those confessions... and we just moved on to look at clothes... haha...
I think that's about it... good night and god bless!
I really dunno what's going on. Please tell me.

wahhahaha

2007-11-19T22:10:00.000+08:00

Haha... ok... i found this from lynette's blog... haha... kind of lame... lol...

Enjoy!

a day out... haha

2007-11-19T20:45:00.000+08:00

Today went out with Stoz, Jos, KH, prab and Jie Heng... haha... we met at cck mrt station at 11... and as usual, prab is the person late... lol... but surprisingly, joshua was quite on time... haha... same as me and kheh hong... we arrived about 4mins late... haha... and stoz was grumbling... lol...

So we headed for bugis first... stoz said that he heard the clothes there for prom is not bad... so... off we go... frankly, it's my first time in bugis village... I always go is bugis junction only >.< haha... some shops there have nice clothes and shades... and of course watches lah... haha... Prab was so undecisive... keep on trying the clothes... and treated the shop like his house... wth lor... then he called the salegirl, "aunty"... haha... mean while... i went to buy a watch... wa... i think very nice!!! haha... the functions is not too bad for a $15 watch ba... haha...

after that... we crossed over to bugis junction for lunch... we went to Fish & Co.... haha... pity me man... ate Fish & Co. yesterday liao... today eat the same thing again?! T.T i ate exactly the same thing! lol... NY fish and chips -.-

then we proceeded to orchard! haha... to meet YZ and alan at paragon... but we went to far east see clothes first... once again... prab try the clothes (one full set) but didn't buy... then i started to get a little headache liao... wa... everytime go far east then get headache wan =/...

later on... we went to paragon Fish & Co. to meet YZ and alan... they apply for job there... then stozer, joshua and jieheng also go fill in the form for a job... lol... so it means only me in the group is jobless... lol... KH and Prab apply as lifeguard... hmm... maybe i go give tuition? haha... dunno lah... my mum keep bugging me to give tuition... walao... but if i give tuition... i will have enough money to buy the W960i! haha... but i dun really like to interact with strangers leh =/... u can say that i am anti-social lah... cause i am really kind of anti-social? but only with strangers lah... haha... so i still thinking whether to give tuition or not... lol...

ok. back to today.
Finally, we went to OG and JieHeng managed to get his jacket and jeans. yup... then... we all went home lah... Was really headache... buah tahan! then i quickly went home ar... haha... had a cold shower then ok liao... haha...

Time to SLEEP! slept at 3.30am this morning... and woke up at 9? wa... dying liao ar... this morning i looked into the mirror... got panda eyes ar! T.T wa... sian... got to try sleep earlier ar! MUST MUST... force myself... but... i will end up tossing and turning =/ really can't sleep... insomia? hai... dunno lah =/...

tuddles!
It's the hardest thing. ='(

=l

2007-11-18T18:38:00.000+08:00

oh man... i totally couldn't sleep last night... now i am so freaking tired... but... still cannot sleep... i think i am as good as a living dead now... lifeless, i guess... oh man... feeling really emo now... but... today's my mum's birthday... so i would need to put on a fascade right? =/ smile smile... a fake genuine smile... how contradicting.......
my mind is swirling.
and this song keeps
on playing in my head.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

friends.

2007-11-18T02:04:00.000+08:00

A few days back, I was reading Stozer's blog and happened to chance upon yeegin's blog too. Both were talking about friendship. What a true friend really is? Well, I have to agree with their definitions and ideas of a true friend. A true friend is really hard to come by, but even if the true friend does come by, would we know how to treasure them? Like stozer said, "have u ever thought of it? is friend the matter or Quality or Quantity?". The answer is definitely obvious. It is about having "Quality" friends. But if true friends are hard to come by, what are those people we hang out with regarded as? Friends that are at our disposal? Need them then take, don't need them then throw, is it? The sad truth is that some people really does that, but I'm glad to say that the majority isn't like that. The only thing is that those ordinary friendships we possess presently would fade away overtime.

Here is what I think a true friend really is.
-They wouldn't hide away anything from you.
-They would not be afraid to tell you off if you are in the wrong.
-They wouldn't put on a fascade and try to act friendly.
-They stick with you through thick and thins.
-They wouldn't backstab you.
-They would be direct to you and not beat about the bush.
-They would always be ready to protect or help you when you are in need.
-They wouldn't even think of trying to outdo you.

Hmm... I guess a true friend with such qualities are always since in television series, but in life, it is uncommon. This world is a selfish place, with people only thinking for themselves. Well, I am glad to say that I have met some really true friends during my studies in Kranji. But that doesn't mean I didn't met those baddies. I think the way to summarise what true friends are would be, "Friends being loyal and true to each other no matter what".

But I have to say that some would choose to had more friends rather than quality ones. To such an extend that they would choose to have many acquaintance and would be scared to lose that "friendship" with those acquaintance. Maybe they just feel really good by having to know so MANY "friends". Well, it's just them. After all, all humans have different type of mindsets right? So, all of us think differently. This is my opinion. How about yours?
sleepless nights.
It hurts so much inside...

dead blogs...

2007-11-17T15:59:00.000+08:00

OK. i just realised that alot of ppl's blogs die liao... WHAT HAPPENED?! wa... just when ppl, like joshua, started blogging... u guys' blogs dao bi... wa... like that how can? dun lazy and close down ur blogs leh? please? haha... nvmin lah... maybe someday i would close down this blog and move on with life... but chances of it happening is rather slim lah... haha... yup... at most... use diff hosting website... lol... haha... don't u guys think that when u read back ur blogs... then u can recall all the silly things and happy moments in our lifes? right? haha... aiya... maybe u all dun need to read back to recall... but i need... cause i got quite a serious case of STM... i can't even remember wat i ate this morning... lol... yup... so... i will keep on blogging... because it is like a diary entry... only thing it looks better... because my handwriting sucks... ya... haha... that's about it... do reconsider on reopening those blogs ba... =]

whew!

2007-11-16T14:13:00.000+08:00

very very tired ar! >.< 我已经老了! haha... just now play basketball with josh, wy, mc, pq and 2 other little boys... haha... wa... those boys like not tired wan... sprint like crazy the whole game... haha... we sprint a few times... exhausted liao ar! XD lol... actually suppose to play ping pong... but then got no table =/... so went to BPCC... but it was U/C!!! WA! sian diao... then we saw those 2 boys... and we approach them lor... haha... long time nv play bball... and my field goal was pathetic... only like 15%? haha... miss almost all the shots... XD haha... ok ba... i think i go relax and watch DVD now... CIAO! =D

I am confused.
should i take the escape route?
or should i push on to the end?
I am so close,
but yet it seems so far... so far... so far...
Are you going to be at the end?